I walked towards the back door and was about to walk out when I heard them talking so I didn't go out just yet I was listening to them.
" Come on guys you can't just sit around you have to do something come on would you do this for the Alpha?", I heard James say to the rest of the pack that was lounging around doing nothing.
" That's just it James where is she?", I heard the voice of the one person I did not miss during my time away.
" I told you she is on pack business", James said turning towards Lilly who was smirking and stepped forward.
" You say that every time James, face it guys she's gone and it doesn't look like she cares about her pack, she doesn't care", she said laughing at the end.
She won't be laughing for long.
I stepped out of the door and headed towards my pack members.
" The only thing I do not care for is your attitude and your ability to manipulate others", I said as I heard gasps from my pack members and Lilly.
Everyone rose to their feet and bowed their heads including Lilly but I wasn't impressed, due to them disobeying orders and their Beta.
" Sorry I've been absent for a while, there were a couple of complications in New York I needed to take care of but I'm back now, and I've heard that since I've been away there have been attacks and that you haven't been training", I said and they looked down
" The responsibility of the Beta is that they will assist the Alpha in their time of need and that is what I asked James to do, along with Latin who is my third command. To come back and be informed that you have not followed orders and have not given one hundred per cent in training and other duties, so now that I'm back that is all going to change. I'm going to build my pack up, and we will be strong once again, so let us start off with 150 laps around the lake, let's move people", I said as they started their laps
" Your back! How long are you staying?", James said as we burst out crying and giving me a big bear hug, along with gale chandler, and my third in command.
" I'm back for good I won't leave my pack weak and unprotected", I said smiling at them.
Their eyes lit up, gale sprinted inside probably to see Mason.
"Let's get training shall we", I said and James and I ran to catch up with the pack catching anyone who fell behind.
-------20 mins later-------
" Alright lets do a defence and attack exercise, so what I want you to do is peer up then decide what one of you is the attacker and the defence it doesn't really matter cause you each will get a chance to be defence or attack ill call you up to show me what you've got, lets get started alright", I said as I chose the first group.
They were good but could be better.
" You must learn to know when their going to attack, predict what they will do and to do that you have to learn how to use your senses. The 5 senses sight, smell, touch, hearing and taste. Four of those are used in every battle", I said and I watched them and they watched me, they were focused.
" They will guide you so don't be afraid to use them ", I said and I stepped back and signalled the next group to step forward.
I watched as they attempted to attack and defend but they failed and tumbled to the ground.
" Trust yourself, trust your senses let it all out clear your mind and focus on your sense's. Feel the ground, when they move you will feel it. Focus your sight and hearing then anticipate their every move that is how it has been done in every pack you hear of or meet. So trust yourself", I said and nodded for them to start over and this time they did it right.
As the sun began to fall behind the mountains everyone had fallen to their knees in exhaustion, but they were getting better. I could feel the power radiating off them and I was proud of everything they have done today.
" Well you all did well your all finally trusting yourself, tomorrow we'll try something new ok same time same place", I said as someone held their hand up to ask a question.
I smiled and nodded for them to speak.
" Are the Blood moon pack joining us for training tomorrow alpha?", he said as everyone looked at me.
This is the first I've heard of this, I looked at James who looked a bit scared but nodded, I growled lowly enough for him to hear and see that I was angry.
Why didn't he tell me before?
"I think so ill check with Alpha Blake and I'll get back to you but for now training is over thank you for attending", I said as everyone went back into the packhouse.
I turned to James and glared at him.
" Why didn't you tell me you where training with his pack how am I suppose to be strong in front of my pack when he's around, then I break out crying in front of my pack, what about Mason he's not ready not yet", I said getting angry.
" I didn't tell you because I knew that you'd get angry, his pack needed help even if he's your mate his pack doesn't deserve to die. Because they are not trained, you'll be strong when you see him just think about how he rejected you, how he made you go away. Masons a baby it's not him who's not ready it is you", he said as he took my hand.
We stood there for a while before I spoke.
"Your right, i'm not ready", I said as tears threatened to fall, James grabbed me and pulled me into his chest.
"It will all fall into place", he said holding me close and tight.
"I hope so because I don't think I can take much more pain", I said and he sighed.
"I'll be here right here", he said letting me go.
"Come on I want to met the little man", he said and we walked forward towards the house.