Monster's mate

Part XI

Without you my nights are restless. 

I love you, Oh, little trash, how I love you.

Your eyes are quite ordinary

lips like those of a child, mendacious, red  

When you walk, people don’t turn after you

Your hands, tiny and arrogant, they love no one.  

I love you, Oh little trash, how I love you

Without you all my dreams are worthless  

What have I done? It is almost night. Is she already dead?  Is he going to kill me? Am I right on this one?  Or is this the most horrific mistake I made? No. She hurt me. She deserves it. 

I decided to go find Ivan. I want to see her die. How dare she act all nice and innocent. It only makes me look bitter and jealous. 

The hallways were so long and empty. They creeped me out. Maybe she ordered my own murder as I ordered hers. That would be ironic. I stumbled upon my own feet while searching for Ivan. Then I I heard it. Screams. And they were not coming from her. It were male's screams. Ivan. 

I start running towards the noice that was coming from the distant end of the castle. I already knew what happened but my eyes needed to confirm it. I didn't need to open the doors. They were already open and there I saw it. Ivan on his knees with his hand cut off from his body and Roy violently pressing his body down. I was mad as hell. He had one job to do. One job. And he couldn't even manage to do that right. 

I locked eyes with Roy. He didn't look surprised. Of course he didn't. He must have heard me coming before I even stepped in the room. f**k. f**k. Did Ivan tick me off? Does he know I stand behind this?  

"There you are little shit."  Roy greeted me. 

"What happened?" I decided to play dumb. 

Roy knowingly looked at me half amused half angry. Really angry. Only then did I notice Sara- reason for my depression, saddens and helplessness. She looked quite disturbed. I wonder, If Ivan managed to even touch her? She had no visible scratch. 

As reading my mind, Roy answered: "I was here before him." 

Well that answers my question. 

"I knew you would do it." Roy said directly looking at me while still holding Ivan down by the throat. His hand was bleeding like a rower flow. He will die soon. 

"I just thought you would have smarter plan than..." he looked at Ivan "than him." 

"Wait. I didn't order nothing. I have no idea why he tried to kill her." 

"Is that right little s**t? How do you know he tried to kill her then?" Roy looked like he was loosing his patience. 

"Because Sara being 6 feet under is only good reason of risking getting your hand cut off." I smirked. 

"She is not even trying to lie her way out! You will pay for this!" Sara screamed behind Roy with accusing eyes. 

"How did you know I was planning this? Did Ivan say something?" I curiously asked Roy like Sara wasn't there. 

"Ivan is trained to keep his mouth shout. All my men are." God, how I loved his voice.

I questingly raised my eyebrow. 

"Only you can organize such shitty, predictable, never working plan." Ouch, brother. 

"Beside's, It's what I would do in your place. Only more efficiently." He smirked at me. I couldn't help but wonder If he was even angry at me. Oh, how I loved him. 

"You don't even love me" Sara raised her voice. "You will let her go no matter what she does." I could see tears walling up in her eyes. "You will always choose her before me", she whispered. "You will always love her more." 

Of course he will. 

I smirked.

Roy turned his back on me to face Sara. "You have no idea what affect you have on me, do you Sara?" He raised his hand to rub her tears away.  He whispered loud enough for me to hear him: "How I can smell you before I see you... "   What he said next shocked me. "She doesn't make me wanna f**k her. You do." 

"Then make her pay." Sara whimpered. "Show me that I am worthy to you." 

He won't raise his hands on me. She is stupid for asking him to hurt me. She may be his mate but I am his blood. I am him. 

"Don't Sara." He looked pained. "I can't touch her."

"I am not asking from you to touch her." She wickedly smiled.  

"There are other ways for her to learn what is mine." I raised my eyebrow. What is she getting at?

"Tonight I want her to watch you making love to me." 

My jaw dropped down. Is she serious? I am going to murder this b***h with my own hands. I couldn't see Roy's expression as he was still turned with his back facing me. 

"Either that or I leave." Sara demanded. 

"Fine." Roy answered and I took few steps back. 

This was the moment when I decided. No Sara I am not going to kill you. This is too easy. Roy will. You think you have him under your command? I am going to show you what power truly is. One my command and he, himself, will be the one to snap your neck.