9 June 13 - Tuesday Ok, so I ended up having to work the second shift yesterday so I wasn’t paired with Marina. Brandon had me work with a local girl named Zala. She was nice but didn’t speak much English so we just worked most of the time in silence. There’s not even radio out here LOL. I am so tired now because I got up so early then the craziness happened then I got back to camp and had to work my second shift with Zala and talk to Brandon and pretend that everything was alright. I even saw Matthew and he just looked at me kinda strange but we both pretended everything was ok too. It was so weird. Why does this always happen to me? What’s wrong with me? Maybe if I keep writing in this journal I will write long enough to figure it out. LOL. I sure hope so. I don’t wanna break them u