The Beta Wants Me

Chapter Nineteen

"How many times do I have to tell you, Even when you're crying you're beautiful too. The world is beating you down, I'm around through every move

You're my downfall, you're my muse. My worst distraction, my rhythm and blues. I can't stop singing, it's ringing, in my head for you."

                                  - John Legend

                                     (All of Me)

***s****l CONTENT***

DECLAN STONE

[September 13th, 2020]

I yawned, stretching my tense limbs before I caught sight of Kai's face and a smile worked its way onto my face. He was sleeping peacefully, his nose scrunching up ever so often which was the cutest thing I'd ever seen before.

I don't know what I'd done to get such a beautiful mate but I was thankful to the moon goddess that he was in my life because I couldn't imagine where I'd be without him.

Emotions like this was a rarity for me to feel but Kai was always able to evoke sides of me I wanted to bury down and conceal. He was truly one of a kind.

Pulling him closer by his waist, my eyes capture his face and every beautiful crevice there is. His lips were parted slightly and I couldn't help but run my thumb over his bottom lip, my mind going back to last night when his mouth was wrapped around me. My member twitched and I swallowed.

No, Declan.

It wasn't my fault that I was so s****l, I couldn't help where my mind decided to wander. My member also decided to get hard on its own most times, especially when I was with Kai because I was never able to f*****g hold myself back. I try, I do, but I fail so I just say f**k it and let myself give him pleasure in more ways than one.

Kai stirred and my attention went back to him. I pulled the shirt he was wearing by the collar, that was mine, down a little and the pure happiness on my face was immeasurable.

It was my mark on him.

It was black and very tattoo looking but it was, 'my heart is yours,' written in Arabic and underneath were the same words but written in French. My heart swelled. I was half Arabic, half French so seeing his mark that held a meaning so great made me feel like I was on top of the world. That was so cheesy but I couldn't help it, I'd never felt like this before.

I was becoming disgustingly mushy and it was all because of Kai Coachman, a boy I'd never thought would accept me.

His eyes fluttered open and a tired grin spread across his face. My heart was doing summersaults inside as I leaned close to him and kissed him. Of course there was his morning breath but I was too indulged in this overzealous feeling to care about it.

He pulled away, groaning, his voice cracking slightly.

"Ew, morning breath," he said but he was smiling and I rolled my eyes.

"You have my mark, cub," I whispered, leaning close to his neck.

I pressed my lips softly against the tender mark and the shiver that racked through him as well as the breathless groan that left his lips made me admittedly hard.

Declan, control yourself.

He disconnected my hands off his waist and slid off the bed, hissing at the pain in his ass, but continued to head into the bathroom. I smirked to myself knowing five rounds really took a toll on him but I really couldn't help myself. I haven't gotten any in two years so of course my wolf and I went a little bit crazy.

I still had enough stamina to go for a few more rounds but Kai was practically begging  to go to sleep because he was tired and dripping with sweat which, not going to lie, turned me on but I let him because I wasn't cruel. Well, I was cruel but I'd figure to give him a break because he was begging.

I get off the bed, my briefs on, and I walk into the bathroom where Kai is staring and touching gently at his mark in awe. His eyes are bright with curiosity and excitement which had me smiling and leaning against the wall.

He turned away from the mirror reluctantly and looked at me.

"Will I have the mind link now as well?" He asked instantly.

I stood up straighter.

"I have no idea," I shrug, answering honestly, "you can try."

"How does it work?" He questions but when I opened my mouth to explain he shook his head, "I'll just wing it."

I chuckled loudly as he placed two fingers at his temple and morphed his face into a look of "concentration," but it looked more like he had to take a s**t. It was the most amusing thing ever and my laughter only increased when he bent his knees slightly, either from pain from last night or to further accentuate his constipated stance, I wouldn't know.

'You're an ass,' I hear in my head and my laughter ceases, my eyes wide.

I furrow my brows, shaking Kai's elbows to get him to open his eyes. He opens them and looks at me with a scowl.

"I was in the zone," he frowns.

"Well get out of the zone, I think you do have the mind link," I tell him and his eyes brighten.

"Shut the f**k up, are you for real?" He smiles and I chuckle with a nod.

"But instead of having that constipated look, try to think of me deeply and think of something to say to me," I instruct.

He doesn't respond, instead I witness his eyes glazing over slightly and I know for sure he's trying to connect my mind with his.

'Your mark is beautiful,' I hear him say within my head and I smile.

I crush him into a hug and he coughs, wheezing and slightly trying to push me away. I'm relentless and he figured I wouldn't let go, and I wouldn't, so he gave up and embraced me as well. My hold on him loosens and he lays his hand on my chest, his breathing allowing me to feel at ease.

I felt his heartbeat and realized his heartbeat was in sync with mine and I knew we were interconnected now. He was forever with me as I'd be with him.

He pulls away and leaves the bathroom but soon returns and there are black and grey gel pens in his hand. He comes close to me and pops open the Black pen before coming even closer and writing something on my neck. He closes the black pen and grabs the grey pen, opening it as well and putting the ink against the skin of my neck. He then brings his mouth onto my neck and bites down roughly and I furrow my brows slightly.

He backs away and smiles at his work.

"That's my mark for you," he says.

I turn to face the mirror and tilt my head to look closely at the 'mark' on my neck. A grin came quickly onto my face as I took in what he wrote. It was the time we met with a dash and an infinite symbol written in black and underneath it were the words, 'forever yours,' written in grey. It was beautiful and it helped that his handwriting was actually amazing. Under the writing were his teeth marks that were embedded into my skin.

I turn around and grip his waist as I pull him closely to me and press my lips against his forehead. I knew I'd get what he wrote tattooed on my neck so it'd be on me forever since Kai couldn't really mark me.

"I love you," I say sincerely, my nose rubbing softly at his neck.

"I love you too," he replied instantaneously and it felt like pure heaven hearing him say it.

I never thought I'd be so damn giddy about someone telling me they loved me but Kai was different. He was not only my mate but my entire world. I'd never continue to be mushy with Kai because it wasn't in my personality to be like that but I'd let him know every now and then what he really means to me.

"Now let's go get food, I'm starving," he breaks away from me, about to leave but I grasp him by his wrist and drag him back into the bathroom.

"Take a shower, I don't want the pack smelling the sweat from your arousal from last night," I grumble, jealousy and possessiveness consuming me at the thought of the wolves that would indulge in smelling the delicious arousal from Kai that only I was meant to smell.

He doesn't argue, instead he shoos me away to leave the bathroom but I shake my head defiantly and strip off my boxers. He blushes and I smirk, raising a brow.

"You've seen all this already, cub," I tease, my voice deepening as I witness the tremble in his smaller frame.

He was in my T-shirt that was big on him and I licked my lips, knowing he wasn't wearing anything underneath. My lewd thoughts overtook any logic and I was pulling the shirt over his head before I knew it. He was covering himself as if I hadn't ravished him yesterday but I allowed him to do so as the innocence he emitted fueled my thirst for him.

I took his hand and led him into the shower, turning the shower head on to spray the warm water onto us.  I grabbed the soap and rubbed my larger hands onto his smooth body. He was biting his lips nervously, his body trembling when my hands teasingly rubbed down the inside of his thigh all while my fingers on my other hand flicked over his n****e.

"D-Declan," he said my name with a shaky and breathless voice, the sound going straight to my member that jerked in reply.

I lost it.

I pushed him against the wet wall, a whimper escaping his lips as I did so. I lifted him up, hands holding his ass and groping him all while his hands wounded its way around my neck to keep himself upright.

I roughly pressed my lips against his, my mouth drinking every mewl that flew out of his mouth. His fingers shook against my neck, his body gliding against my c**k as a means to gather some type of friction to tend to the lust that exploded between us. His breathing was soft and he was panting as I slipped a finger into him, my lips placed kisses down his skin until my lips caught his right pink hard bud between my teeth.

He was releasing choked out moans that had my wolf growling and clawing at my insides to have a go at Kai but I knew Dalton would leave Kai moaning for days if he was released so I pushed myself to maintain control.

"Please," Kai said softly, his voice pleading.

"Beg," I growled, nipping my teeth against his skin and leaving hickeys near the ones I'd left yesterday.

The blush on his face intensified and I drunk the expression of pain mixed pleasure that was on his face.

I'd always remember his face when he was trying to achieve his release but was held back with the embarrassment of begging for me. I'd remember how flushed his skin got when I thrusted my fingers just a little deeper into his hole that would also be tight no matter how much I stretched him out. And I'd most definitely remember the moans he released  that were music to my ears.

I grasped his member and tightly squeezed it within my hold, watching as he reacted to my actions with a groan and buck of his hips. I pumped him all while my fingers pleasured his hole and he gasped frantically, his chest heaved as his face screwed up.

He came, the liquid landing on my chest.

He was exhausted while I wore a smirk, dropping him and holding him close in my arms. I placed gentle kisses on his shoulder blade, my d**k hard but I didn't want to f**k him knowing how tired he looked.

I began to lather soap onto his body and cleanse him slowly and we shared the moment intimately.

I'd remember this feeling forever.

My heart is yours in Arabic: قلبي لك.

My heart is yours in French: Mon coeur est tien.

(I don't know Arabic or French so if there is a misspelling I apologize in advance.)

Tell me why All Of Me is literally the song for Kai and Declan's love story, like when the song begins with, 'what would I do without your smart mouth,' I immediately thought of Kai and I just imagine Declan saying to Kai when he's crying, 'even when you're crying, you're beautiful too.' And I just fangirl to myself. I'm ranting, I apologize.

Sorry for the late update!

~xoxo, Babybird.