The Beta Wants Me

Chapter Eighteen

"Damn, I like me better when I'm with you. I like me better when I'm with you, I knew from the first time, I'd stay for a long time 'cause I like me better when, I like me better when I'm with you."

                                         -Lauv

                                   (I Like Me Better)

***s****l ACTIVITY***

KAI COACHMAN

[September 12th, 2020]

Curious, I follow the trail and it leads to the elevator. On the doors of the elevator is a heart shaped sticky note with sloppy hand written words on it.

This is only stop one, cub. There's more to go, don't be lazy and follow the Rose.

I laughed to myself as I could imagine Declan trying to find rhyming words but giving up. It was obvious that this was Declan from the pet name so I allowed my heart to race as I pressed the button for the elevator to open. When it did, there was a bouquet of white roses on the floor.

I smiled to myself, picking them up and smelling them. I didn't favor flowers but these were beautiful and they smelt amazing so I clutched the gift to me, relishing in the fact that Declan was the one who got them for me. There's a note inside the elevator, ontop of the buttons.

Floor 3 is your destination, I know you feel a fluttering sensation. I'm not romantic but the third of January is when we met. (I suck at this, just go with it.)

I chuckled once more, pressing floor 3 with a rapidly beating heart. He remembered when we first met when I didn't even remember the day we met. I felt overwhelmed with emotions I didn't even know I had.

The door opens and I follow the petals that littered the floor. It leads me to the kitchen and I see a note on the marble counters. Beside the note was a basket filled with assorted goods that were my favorite. My cheeks heat up when my eyes caught skimpy underwear in the basket. It was red and lacy and would do a bad job in holding my private's but it was sexy I had to admit.

The note read:

These were expensive but not worth how much you mean to me. The panties weren't my idea but imagining you in them turned me on so much. I even manage to be a horn dog when I'm trying to be romantic. You hate me—

I could never.

—I know. Set everything in the basket aside and follow the white roses now.

I quickly stopped by the bathroom really quickly and shed off my pants before slipping the red lacy underwear on. I looked at myself in the mirror and groaned, I looked ridiculous. I decided to keep them on despite that because maybe I could tease Declan.

Nothing would happen but I'd tease him.

I take off my shirt and put on the large t shirt that was also in the basket, it went past my ass but if I were to bend slightly you'd get the view of my ass. The shirt was in the basket because it was my favorite shirt that Declan had and I told him often. Wearing it made me happy.

I take the clothes I took off and head back into the kitchen and leave it on the counter, I'd get it later.

I follow the white roses as I was told to and I'm lead down a hall and the roses lead to another elevator. On the doors was another note.

Last stop, head up to the fifth floor and follow the roses that are as black as your soul. ( I say this with all the love in my heart.)

I laugh aloud at what he wrote knowing well how accurate it was. I press the button, allowing the doors to gently slide open. Entering, I press for floor five and patiently hum along with the tune that plays as I wait to arrive on the floor. Moments after, the elevator dings and slides open.

Walking out, I glance at the black roses with a heart beating so loud, I felt as if I was going deaf. I continue walking down the black rose path, my mind is wandering to who was going to clean all this up because I sure as hell wouldn't.

The black roses stop at a door and I release a shaky nervous breath before pushing the door open. The air escapes my lungs as I take in the sight before me.

The room is dark but there are candles lit in a pathway leading to the bed with white roses everywhere. As I walk deeper inside there are red roses on the bed sprinkled in the shape of a heart. Soft classical music plays in the background with the scent of pine wood and lavender in the air; my favorite.

I jolt slightly as I feel large arms envelope me from behind. The smell alerts me that it's Declan and I melt in his hold as I sniffle and wipe my eyes.

"D-Declan..." I tried to utter out words but my voice was shaking too much.

"Happy birthday, cub," he whispers deeply in my ear and I shiver lightly as my heart swells a size or two.

I didn't know what to say. I never told him when my birthday was and I didn't even tell Finnick when it was. I hated my birthday because of the thoughts and memories that filled my mind but my mind wasn't able to conjure up a single negative memory in this moment. I felt like I was on cloud 9.

"I know you hate your birthday but I wanted to replace all the s**t memories this day brings and replace them with good ones. You deserve to be happy on this day and I want to celebrate the day the moon goddess gave you to me because you're my everything," Declan said softly and I felt a tear slip down my face.

Without hesitation, I turn around to face him and lean forward to press my lips onto his. He instantly responds, grunting in approval before slipping his hands down to cup my ass. I blush as he lifts up the T-shirt that was his and his hands began tracing over the panties.

He pulled back but it was reluctant and I gazed up into his eyes that are black and dark with lust. He watched me with a look that made me want to melt as he pulled the lace panties slightly to the side and allowed his finger to run over my hole. I whimpered without restraint and bit my lip roughly as I turned my head in embarrassment.

There was this overwhelming feeling of wanting him so badly I couldn't think and so I allowed my present boner to press against his thigh.

He growled loudly as he lifted me up by my ass, my legs wrapping around him, and he took us to the bed. The heart made with the roses became a random mess but I didn't care much as I pushed myself back into the soft mattress as Declan crawled on top of me as if he planned to devour me whole.

Just the look on his face had me leaking precum as if I'd never been touched before.

"Shirt off," he demanded with dominance lacing his tone telling me to listen.

I chewed on my lip, nervously taking the shirt off which left me in just the lace panties that did nothing to hide anything. I shuddered from the cold but was warmed up from the intensity of Declan's eyes as he was practically f*****g me with his eyes.

He was over me instantly, pressing his lips against mine and roughly moving his lips against mine. His tongue invaded my mouth and I groaned silently at the feeling before he detached his lips from mine and his lips skimmed teasingly over the left side of my neck.

I fisted my hands in his shirt as he began to suck and bite and when he got to the overly sensitive spot on my neck, I gasped and twisted my neck to get his lips off. He wore a defiant smirk as he refused to let up and continued his torture till I was mewling and begging for more. I didn't know what I was begging for but Declan seemed to know as he shed off his shirt and slipped off his pants.

He was in his boxers as I was in the panties and I felt myself shiver as he peppered soft kisses on my inner thigh. I released a shaky breath as he left marks on my inner thigh before coming up to continue leaving marks near my collarbone and on my chest. His lips sucked in my right n****e into his mouth and I cried out as they perked up instantly. He rolled the buds with his tongue, his other hand twisting the left n****e between his fingers.

When my n*****s became sore from the assault, he moved back down and he captured my eyes with his as he pulled off my black panties with his teeth. Warmth coated my cheeks because if that wasn't the hottest thing ever I don't know what is.

His tongue darted out to lick teasingly against the tip of my member that was hard and overly excited. I instantly hissed and wounded my fingers in his hair, attempting to pull him off because I was so close to cumming into his mouth.

He glared, pulling back to pull my hands roughly above my head.

"Don't move them," he instructed.

I swallowed as I held my arms above my head, my body shaking as he took my member whole into his mouth, sucking the life out of me. I was crying out loudly, moans leaving my lips as my hips bucked off the bed involuntarily. He held my hips down and I was struggling to not pull him away as I was seconds from cumming.

He flicked his tongue over my tip and I was about to c*m but he moved away and I whined. I rolled my hips because I was beyond desperate.

"Please," I whimpered but he only smirked enjoying throughly how much of a mess I was in.

He leaned up and took my ear between his teeth, as his finger purposely drew up and down my thigh lightly making me shiver. He passed by my member and it twitched ever time he did so.

He moved away from my ear and he went back down and I watched as his middle finger rubbed teasingly against my entrance. My teeth were abusing my lower lip as he leaned down and used his sinful tongue to lap at my hole. I released a chocked sound and buried my head into the pillow beside me.

My toes curled, my arms begging to be able to move as his tongue took their time to lick my entrance that was ready to be breached. It was his middle fingers turn and I turned my head and watched as he sucked his finger into his mouth before slipping it inside.

My moan was breathy and my d**k was begging for equal attention to no avail. I couldn't stop myself as I moved my hand into Declan's soft locks, pulling lightly. I didn't know why I did it but I just needed to do something. He was driving me insane.

He looked up, growling lightly at my disobedience and he moved off me. I whined and released a ragged breath as he bent down and picked up a scarf. He roughly took my hands in his hand and put them over my head, tying them tightly.

I wanted to protest but the darkness his eyes held told me otherwise.

"For disobeying, I'll make sure you c*m multiple times tonight and each time you'll scream my name till your throat is sore and your body is aching, " his deep voice held promise and I allowed the excitement mixed with fear to take over me.

He stripped off his boxers and I knew then I was f****d, not yet at least. He was bigger than I ever envisioned and I knew I'd be sore from just one round.

He returned his finger in me, twisting and turning till I released a groan, then he entered two more and I gasped, shocked and overwhelmed. To overstimulate me even further his tongue pulled at my n****e as his fingers worked inside me. I moaned, my breath shaking but to add even more onto this onslaught, the thumb on his other hand was flicking over my tip that was overly sensitive.

Everything was building up and it was too much. My breathing was uneven and a tear slipped down my face from the pleasure that took over my entire being.

Nothing compares to this.

Once again, he pulled away and I was nervous watching as his member twitched, his eyes trained solely on me. He grunted, leaning down to press his lips against mine but I knew his lips on mine was to disguise his d**k that was slowly pushing in. I pulled away from his lips, gasping and whimpering in pain as he pushed his way in.

He didn't move and I was tempted to back out because I was afraid of the pain I'd feel if he moved but mama didn't raise a b***h.

He pressed a gentle kiss on my forehead which contrasted his next actions as he brought his hips back before snapping them forward. He hissed, a deep groan that mirrored the moan that escaped me leaving his mouth.

"f**k," he whispered and I felt his d**k twitch inside me.

His movements became faster and I was spluttering nonsense as I was gasping for air to enter my lungs while rolling my hips to meet his thrusts. His hand wrapped around my member and I choked as I began to see stars.

Declan brought his face down and kissed along my neck, his attention on the sensitive spot of my neck. With his d**k roughly invading my entrance, his hand on my member and his mouth on my neck, I wasn't able to last long.

Goddess knows how the hell I was able to last this long.

My voice came out high pitched as I came and I hissed as pain shot into my neck as Declan buried his sharpened teeth into my neck.

I was gasping, exhausted and slightly drained but feeling Declan still inside me, I knew he was still hard.

He pulled out and held me closely to him.

"I love you so much, Kai," he said softly.

My heart leaped out of my chest and I felt every neuron in me pause. That may not make sense but because I said it, let's pretend it does make sense.

"I love you too," I pressed my lips against his.

He wore a smile that faded when I adjusted myself and rubbed against his hardened d**k. The darkened lust appeared once more and I knew what was to come.

"Round two," is what left his lips but I knew better.

There would be a round two, three, four and five if I even lasted that long.

They MATED. Woooooo.

~xoxo, Babybird.