Not Today Jimin

Make you mine

/n POV :

"You know how sexy u look right now y/n?" he whispered right into ears ,just like that goosebumps raised all over my body and my breath hitched in my throat.

He gave a another kiss on my neck and made his way to breasts moving his hands to the back of your bra hooks. He stopped once he noticed the red marks on my body that jimin gave me.

He stood up as his eyes become dark and he suddenly screamed danger.

"Did you enjoy what the fucker did to you last night,  did you enjoy his kisses, his bites? Hmm?" he asked me,  gripping my chin tightly, looked right into my eyes.

Wait!!  Does that mean he knows we are making out last night? Did he wantedly interrupted us?  I want to ask him, but I am in no position to.

I don't know why I feel so vulnerable, so needy to even answer his question. Seeing him all demanding, possessive and dominant made me super wet than ever. My eye sight started blurring in some unexplainable neediness, I couldn't think straight.  He left my chin and made his way again to my breasts. He rubbed on one of my breasts, which increased the state of drowsiness in me, it feels awfully good. I let my head fall and pulled him more into me.

And all of sudden he squeezed my breast hard and I moaned louder in pain with pleasure.

"Don't you know you have to answer when I ask a question? " he roared.

"Yes!! " I breathed out.

"Yes what? " he shouted again.

"I am enjoying whatever you are doing to me." I blurted out and instantly regretted after realizing what I said.

For the first time I voluntarily looked into his eyes which held lust, seduction,  and a sign of victory.

"Do you want me to continue then? " he slowly made his way to my panty and stopped at my waist band.

"Yes!!! " I kissed him aggressively, which he was taken back by, but soon joined the battle. No! 

'No!  No!  Y/n.... What are you doing? Come to your senses. b***h!!! Stop him and restrain yourself from whatever s**t your doing.' my inner b***h is screaming at me., but I am in no position to listen to it, let alone react to it.

I come back to reality when a particular sensation triggered my senses. He was slowly inserting his fingers inside my panty. His hand reached to my woman hood and about to dig his finger into it.

'This is it! Stop him.  Now.'

But I don't know how, I just want him, to do all sinful things to my body. But jimin...  Jimin. No!

I gathered all my strength and pushed him back,  he was totally surprised because of it. I didn't utter a word,  I looked dead serious right into his eyes and cried. I cried and cried a lot,  to the point he walked back to me and started apologizing to me.

" Y/n... Don't cry. Y/n stop crying. OK!  I am sorry. I won't do it again, just stop crying.., I can't stand when you are hurt, not because of me. Am sorry, please stop crying babe. " he held me like a glass item that was about to break into million pieces.

I cried more knowing that he cared about me, but still did it anyways.

"Just please...  Y/n, stop crying, OK? " he rubbed the sides of my shoulders in order to calm me down.

"Leave. Now. " I said in a very dead calm serious tone.

"No...  Y/n, not-"

" LEAVE!!!!!!!!!!" I screamed at him and cried out loud even more.

"Okay.. " he left,  I saw him leaving through the door and I collapsed right there and cried again.

"I hate you Taehyung. "

I gathered those two torn parts of my dress and held them close to cover my body.

I stood up and left to shower to get rid of that ridiculous touch of his.

" I am sorry jimin. I am so sorry. I never wanted that to happen. I..  I...  I don't know what happened to him. To me. I am a slut. I don't deserve you. " I sobbed even more after seeing the fresh marks given by Tae all over my neck. My lips were swollen pretty bad, from all that rough kissing. I look like a mess. I am a mess., no I. Am more than a mess. I feel like s**t. I covered my marks and wore some covering clothes in order to prevent anyone from seeing them.

I laid down on the bed and tried to process everything.

'That stupid fucker could at least have shown some concern, don't he know what happens if jimin sees them.

OK....  Jimin., what should I tell him?  I can't go and exactly mouth out what Tae and I did, because I was also a part of it.

But if didn't tell him, it means., I am cheating on him. No...  I don't know what to do.

Minnie!!!  I will ask her what to do. ' I took my phone and was about to call her.

'Wait!!  Will she understand my situation? Or will she judge me? It's not like I don't deserve it. I know I do, but loosing one more Best friend same day, would be awful. Moreover she's not only my friend but also jimin's.  Infact they both were way more closer than we ever did. So.. No. I need someone on my side.

I can't ask her, I can't even ask jungkook too, same reason applies to him.

Mom!! No she will be disgusted by me and dad will be too...  Well, I deserve to be..,

I thought about it a lot,  what I am gonna do and I just dozed off into a deep slumber.

Present :

I jerked back when I hear jimin calling me.

"Y/n... What are you doing? " he asked from outside of the door.

"I..  I..  Just- I am coming wait. " I cleaned myself and shocked to see the blood flow in the water stream. What happened?? 

'f**k my periods ' I changed into robes and came out.

"Babe you good!? Why you showered all of sudden in middle of the night ?" he looked worried.

"I.. I'm on my periods. I just feel irritated, with all stickiness, so I bathed. " I told him out if embarrasent. Yeah!  This is my first periods time with him.

"ohh! " his mouth made a 'o' shape. I tried to cover myself more with my robe.

"umm... Let me grab you a towel and your clothes." he ran off to our wardrobe. I feel really disgusted for cheating on him. He's just so pure.  I can't. Tears formed in my eyes. Damn my periods..  And it's mood swings.

"hey y/n.. Why are you crying..?  Is that because of your cramps?  Do you want me to call a  doctor? " he took his phone out.

"No..  It's just, I need... some... sanitary pads. " I mumbled.

"Oh...  Am sorry..., I totally forgot about them. Let me get them for you " he ran off, may be to a conventional store. He came back in few minutes with a pack of pads.

"Here you go. " he handed them over and left to provide me some privacy. I changed into some comfy clothes, of course enough to hide my marks. He got back after am done. We both tried to sleep, but didn't. I don't know about him, but I couldn't because of my cramps.  I looked at him.

"I never knew you stocked yourself with sanitary pads. " I said and he giggled.

"I did, when our wedding date was fixed. I went for shopping for all the things you will need, which includes pads...." he said with a smile.

"You really want a life with me. Don't you? "

"Is that even a question y/n? Yes of course.!! I love you and always wanted to build myself a career, a life with you. Trust me, now that I have you... I don't want nothing more than this. " he kissed my forehead. Usually his answers used to flutter my heart, but not any more... My heart is breaking into pieces listening to him. I closed my eyes and tried my level best to control my tears.

"I am sorry jimin. " I hugged him tight.

"Y/n... Hey what happened? " he tried to pull himself from my hug.

"No...  Let's just stay like this. " he hugged me comfortably after hearing me.

"Why would say sorry to me y/n? You did nothing wrong." he said whilst frequently kissing me on my forehead.

"It's just- I am making you wait for me for so   long." I lied, but of course part if it is true.

"Hey just know one thing,  I am happy, you make me happy. Just because we lagged in our s*x life doesn't make my happiness any less. Being with you is what it all for me. OK? "

I sniffled all my sobs and hugged him closer.  He is making me feel awful. He makes me feel really awful. "Okay... " "Let's sleep. " we both drifted to sleep .

Taehyung pov :

I couldn't stop thinking of y/n. Her smell, her body, her moans..  My mind is filled with the thoughts of her.

The way I kissed her and how she kissed me back.

The way she tried to resist me.

The way she pulled me closer to her body.

The way she gasped when I bite her.

The way she struggled to stop herself.

Hell!! Even the way she pushed me off.

Everything....  Everything about her is making me go mad.

'But why y/n? Why? Why would you stop me?  It's just a matter of few minutes, you would be mine, not that fucker's but mine. Is it because you love him? No it can't happen. Not again, I won't loose you again to him. What I don't get is, how could you possibly restrained yourself from vaigra's effect. Yeah... Doing this may be low of me, but I can't let you live with him.

Poor y/n you were so confused what's happening with you, but you do know you feel something towards me. I just did what I have to do in order to make you realise it. I did everything in my power, I created a whole play to stay alone with you, made all the maids take the leave,drugged your food with Viagra, I seduced you enough, But seeing you cry made me loose my mind, I couldn't bare the thought of you being hurt because of me. It hurted me. But now that, when I think about it...  Jimin did way far terrible things to than I did, to make you his.

But you know what,  You are mine, to begin with y/n. You may not remember...  But I am your first love, not jimin. I am your first kiss, not jimin. I am....... your husband, not jimin.

Letting you go is the worst decision I ever made in my entire life . But no, I realized my mistake. I won't leave you again. Definitely not to him. You just wait y/n, we may go through hell for making it to happen, but I promise you, we will be together, soon. And soon again, I will Make you mine.