Chapter 44
Helena
Experiencing everything I went through my whole life wasn't easy. Having Roger hold my chest made me feel dirtier than ever, and it left a gnawing feeling in my chest.
I prayed to God to make him stop. For Sean to arrive at the right time to take me away from this hell, but it seems like God is not really on my side, because if he does, then why is he letting this pig get what he wants?
I fought with all my might, but it was hard to move because you have no power over a man like him.
When he threw me on the bed, I knew there was no going back. My worst nightmare will happen, and I don't know if I can still live after that.
I put up with his abuse for as long as I could. I avoided him in every way I could. Putting up with his caresses and touches, but it was so painf
