(Isabella)
Present Day
I shook my head trying to erase the memory.
“Charlotte I swear I don’t remember any of it, I don’t know what happened, what came over me. I know it's a pathetic excuse but I don’t, I just- I can’t say anything but sorry. I don’t even know what to apologize for because I don’t remember it. I don’t know how to justify my actions, I know they are unjustifiable, but I can’t even begin to explain because I. don’t. Know.” It all came out and I blinked back tears, wanting to scream.
I felt a weight lifting just getting to speak the words to her in person.
I needed to talk to them, I needed them to understand that I didn’t mean it, that I didn't know.
“Bells, what do you mean?” She shook her head, her straight sandy blonde hair falling in front of her face, “What don
