(Isabella) I can’t remember a time recently when I had been happier. I was excited about going to campus, and even more excited to get back and spend quality time with Sam, Lucas, and his roommate, Steven, who usually made himself scarce. I felt like I was getting back to myself and reconnecting with the person who loved this major instead of someone that felt like they were trudging through to get to graduation. Everything felt different, or maybe this was how it used to feel. I couldn't have been this happy, could I? I felt as if I were looking through it with a new lens. I realized how numb I had been and I didn’t know how long I was like that. The crisp winter air, a hot chocolate in between classes, even the way the old engineering library smelled. I almost forgot about it since