Another night passed without seeing Onyx and the ache was settling into my heart. No notes were left under flower pots, no surprise after work visits. It was complete silence from him, and while there was a major robbery downtown last night, I couldn’t help but feel like he wouldn’t have come even if it had been a slow night. Maybe he was trying to give me space, or maybe he was just tired of me all together.
As my anxieties built, I buried myself in my school work. Finding myself completing Alex and I’s handout for lab four days early, I knew I was really getting desperate. I actually was glad Joey was picking me up for Karaoke soon. I would do anything to keep my mind off of the possibility of things being over between Onyx and I.
It’s Saturday, he always comes on Saturday nights; it
