Dmitry I HAVEN’T SLEPT. I actually barely slept ever since I was a kid, and even though I want to right now, I don’t want to waste the opportunity to watch Cecily sleep. Her back was facing me when she fell asleep, pero habang natutulog siya ay humarap ito sa akin. Pinanood ko lang siyang matulog. This is the first time that I let a girl sleep with me. Kahit sa mga dating babaeng dumaan sa buhay ko, hindi ako natutulog sa tabi nila—except for one whom I don’t even want to remember. There’s this one girl from years ago that I had a one-night stand with but ended up sleeping on the bed with her. Pagkagising ko, wala na siya. Iyon ang unang pagkakataon na ginusto kong may makilalang babae outside of s*x, pero pagkamulat ng mga mata ko, iniwan na ako. Maybe commitment wasn’t really for m