My Boyfriend's Brother

Tougher decision

Meghan POV.

I would not really believe how unlikely my life was getting everyday. I knew that I would be here and go through how Jeff treated me knowing that I had my trust fund which would enable to get to school, have this degree completed and therefore I would be able to attain the life that my parents were going to give me.

However it is like none of those is going to become true since my trust fund mysteriously disappeared and have no idea how and when this happened. I have cried almost all evening but if course I do that alone away from the men. For Ethan I don't want to worry him at all. And then for Jeff, God knows what he will say to me once he gets to see me crying .

That night while in my bedroom almost all the tears out of my eyes , inam trying to fall asleep band then their comes a knock at the door . I immediately get a piece of cloth and dry all the tears that are in my eyes looking in the mirror just to make sure that the person at the door doesn't know that I have been crying.

After that , I head for the door and carefully open it and just like what I expected it is Ethan at the door.

“ Are you okay ?" He asks me with clear concern in his eyes as soon as he looks at me. Let me hope he has not observed how I am.

“ Yes I am okay, why do you ask. Did you perhaps dream when something bad had happened to me." I answer trying to ease the tension and making sure that he doesn't know that j have been crying.

“Come on, Meghan, you don't need to hide anything from me , I can tell that you have been crying all the time since you got that message ." He says. I both like and hate about his ability to see through me even when I try to hide anything from him. There is only one thing that I can do to reply him .

Without thinking twice about it, I immediately grab him pulling him into my bedroom not Minding about closing the door. Still not giving him any minute to think about anything at all, I cup his face in my tiny hands pulling him into me our lips meeting into a very intense passionate kiss.

He moans out loud at the contact of our lips together. Without warning me , he carries me and then lying me on the bed .

However his lips still intact on my own.

Our lips continue to move on each other my hands travelling into his now messy hair. He pins my hands at each side of the bed continuing to kiss me . I try as much as I can to see that I feel everything . At least to give myself to him for the first time.

His lips then get away from my mouth and land in my neck drawing some circles with his lips . At this point I feel his hard on pressing into me. This makes me bothered and uncomfortable pushing him away from my body with all the energy that I can possibly get.

Ethan almost falls to the ground but he instead just staggers and eventually gains the balance. I expected that he would have a very angry or furious facial expression but that is not what is on his face instead, the look on his face is instead a confused on.

“ Am so sorry." I say hiim for sure not even understanding tye reason as to why I did that for sure. I am a very ungrateful fellow. He has been nothing but good to me but yet I can't even give him only such a simple thing.

“ I have so much. So so much on my mind right now. I don't even know what to do." I tell him acting so emotional. The truth is I am emotional right now but at the same time I am not just ready to be with him sexually . I first of all want to learn to love him . Maybe after that, having s*x with him will be so easy and I will not need to pretend around.

“ It is okay , I completely understand you ." Ethan says as he comes to next to me and takes a seat on the bed just next to me. He gets my hands into his looking at me. He is such a handsome man, I will definitely learn to love him no matter what , aman like him can make any girl fall for him by just his character.

“ I know your life is not okay. You were just trying over come the shock of losing both of your parents mysteriously and now your trust fund has been cancelled as well. You are usually going through alot. " He adds giving both of my hands a comfort squeeze.

“ please, don't make your life a living hell,I promise you I am definitely going to do something . I just can't sit back when my girl friend us going through alot." He goes on.

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I am awoken up by my usual alarm, it is the time when I need to get up and have the breakfast rest before Jeff leaves for office. I don't want him talking once gain about how I have nothing that I do in this house. When I get myself ready and get downstairs, I find the two brothers seated and in some kind of discussion, however when they see me , they there and the keep quiet.

Let me hope it has nothing to do with me.

“ come sit down with us " Ethan asks me and I do sharing a couch with him .

“ My brother has something to tell you." He adds. I look in the direction of Jeff wondering what he would have to do with me.

“ You are going to begin working in my company." He says in his usual cold voice taking me by surprise.

“ What!" I exclaim not believing what I Just heard right now, where is all this coming fr for sure.

“ Do you both mind explaining to me what this is about , I don't understand any of these words that you are telling me right now.

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