Meghan POV
No way ! I can't believe am about to do this and yet I can't resist it no matter how much I would want it for sure. When I feel his lips onto mine, I immediately get tensed up and feel as though I have been thrown into a bathtub of so much cold water. Even though everything seems so forbidden the truth is the want is much more stronger than the resist if him.
Without even thinking though, I open my mouth welcoming his tongue into my mouth and soon both of us kissing so intensely. My hands automatically go around his neck pulling him down so that he meets my height. His hands, one goes to my cheek pulling me closer into him whike the other goes around my ass and the next thing that I know is him carrying me using his one hand but still tye both of us kissing.
The kissing gets more tensee until when some feigns a cough that is when i finally come back to my senses and pull away from his arms standing at one point as a mid aged woman passes by us with a smile in her face which is clear that she has enjoying looking at two shameless humanns kissing in the hallway of public restaurant . .
This can't be! For sure how am I going to face Ethan after vall this. After I have kissed his brother and yet I enjoyed every bit of it. For sure I have no idea if all forbidden kisses taste this good but this was something that was expectional .What do I do now? For sure this is not what I expected . What do I do now? The first thing that cy into my mind us what I do exactly.
I move towards the table that we were to have our meal. I get my car and immediately get out of the restaurant beginning to move . I have no idea if the direction that am taking is actually the direction that we used when coming here in the first place. I don't know what am feeling right now and the truth is I don't even want to know at all.
After moving for hadly a minute I hear a car pull behind me. The truth is I already know who is there but I chose not to look back and keep dragging my legs ‘ home '.
“ Come on, are you going to just walk until the next straight?" I hear his voice but still I keep moving. Right now I don't care about What he said that he hates when someone disorders him. After moving for another one minute this time I feel his grip on my hand.
When did he get such closer to me in the first place. With his hand still on my own still I don't turn back at all.
“ You need to get into the car , this part if the town is dangerous. Something terrible can happen to you. " He says in that voi that for sure I have never heard from him. No way , don't be moved my such small gestures , My Subconscious whispers to me but the truth is I didn't even know what to do.
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I stand freezing a bit refusing to take in the feeling of having his hand onto mine I then feel his hand onto my shoulder and then turning me around slowly facing him . My eyes once again staring into his but the moment I feel his eyes into my lips I once again pull away but this time head straight to the car .
After a few seconds he equally gets into the car as well. He asks me to tie the seat belt which I do and he begins the car. Just like I am always with him, even this time there is tension but the difference from all the times that I have been with him is that this tension is so high and it is not just any other kind of Tension but rather s****l tension. When did we get to to this point for sure.
The rest of the trip home is a quiet one . However I from time to time feel him look at me which for sure makes tensed and hot as well as bothered to the core .
So much once again is running in my head as we pull inside the house gate. How is it going to be from now on wards that I kissed Jeff. Am I going to tell the truth to Ethan or rather just keep quiet and forgot that such a thing ever happened to me at all
And then Ethan will be leaving for the University tomorrow, what is going to be the situation of the both of us who will remain in the house. I just can't seem to answer all those numerous questions that are in my head right now.
I am so occupied in some kind of thoughts that I didn't even realize how I moved to get inside the house. It is like I have become some kind of zombie. I surely wonder where this will eventually end.
“ Welcome home beautiful " Ethan says as he gets next to me pressing a soft kiss on my lips.
“ You have to come and tell me everything " he says as he drags me towards the couch sitting both of us sitting side by side. My eyes automatically travel to Jeff who is sited on the other couch beside us but I already find Jeff staring at me like he has been doing it for some minutes.
“ okay " I answer for sure not even knowing what to say . Should I tell him that , yes it was very good. Infact I just kissed your brother and shamelessly I liked it .
“ Okay, just okay. Come in tell me everything to the smallest detail " he insists. Yes, of course I would have already predicted that and saw it coming . That is Ethan . He will get the answers that he wants from you no matter what but that is not working this time. I doubt if I can really tell him that I just kissed his brother.
“ The usual stuff but just hectic" I reply and then feign a yawn the only alternative that I have to get out of here.
“ Oh you seem so tired, that heartless brother of mine must have tired you alot" Ethan says as he checks out my face keenly.
“ You need to rest as I serve dinner" he says and then stands heading towards the kitchen leaving the two of us alone once again . No way , this should stop happening for sure.
I resist looking up for dine time but I definitely know Jeff is looking at me and when my eyes can't resist it any longer looking up, indeed he is looking at me .
I can't help but bite my lower lip at the way he is looking at me and I swear I see him swallow.
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