My Boyfriend's Brother

What am I really doing ?

Meghan POV

I try taking my eyes away from him but the truth is even if I try to look away the truth is I find myself not being able to. For sure I don't even realize when I begin biting my lip .

“Meghan " however I finally come to my senses when I hear Ethan call me making me look up immediately at him but in a kind of a panic mood .

“ Ehmmm" I say stammeringly looking up at him.

“ Are you really okay ?" He asks sitting next to me on the church like he was doing intially before he left to set the table for dinner.

“ If course, why would i don't be okay ? I am perfectly okay." I reply hoping he doesn't finally find out that am actually not telling him the right thing

“ If you insist " he says like just going in and then leaning in placing a sudden kiss on the cheek which for sure takes me by surprise pulling him a way from him to the point that he is about to fall but however he manages to get his balance and doesn't end up falling down.

“ That was a near one. Any way let us head for dinner." he announces however Jeff gets up from where he was sited and matches towards the stairs that lead to his bedroom. I at least feel relieved that he will not sitting with us at the table for dinner. Let me hope by tomorrow I will be able to face him and forget all the scenerios that transpired the would of today.

The two of us move towards the dinning.

“ What ! What is all this about?" I ask for sure surprised at how the whole dinning table is all full of delicious foods. Fir sure I had no idea he had this hidden gem in him.

“ Don't Tell me you cooked all these?" I ask for sure not believing. It is as though we have a party here or something of that kind.

“ Don't you believe me ? I have always had that secret skill in me " he says pulling out the seat for me and he takes his as well and he sits down.

“ Just ask fir anything , I am at your service for as much as you need it. " He tells me as he begins to serve me all kinds of foods.

“ I want you to have everything that you want. Tomorrow I will be heading to school. "

When he tells me that, I then recall that . I had totally forgotten that I will to stay with Jeff. I have always been afraid of him from the time I got here but the truth is right now, I went beyond that . I went an extra mile of kissing him and that is the reality that I have to hold back with in me and making sure that Ethan never gets to know that no matter . Him knowing that will surely make him lose all the trust that he has in me.

I stare at him serving me and making me eat Even if I insist that I am full. I feel so guilty . Why can't I for sure love him. Why is it every time that I try to at least fall for him nothing for sure happens. He has been nothing but very good to me. Not just good but extremely good. He has all those features and character traits that any girl would want but then why not me.

Fir sure the rest of the meal all I do is to look at him from time to time such ideas flowing into my mind. However I will definitely have to do something so that he doesn't get discouraged . At least I will do it before the end of today since he will be leaving for the University tomorrow.

“ Are you really okay?" Ethan asks me like for the how many time . He has been asking me the same question over and over through out the dinner and the truth is she has been getting the Same answer from me over and over.

“ Why do ask, do I look like I am not okay" I continue hesitating. .

We finally finish our dinner. I suggest we watch a movie for perhaps an hour before bed. Any way that is all part of my plan for what I have in mind.

We decide to head to Ethan's bedroom . Ofourse I have always come here . Now that he is coming to school tomorrow , I have spend some time with him.

“ I will greatly miss you " Ethan says from no where as we snuggle on the bed watching just a random movie that is in the television without even knowing what the title of the movie is.

“ehmmm" I groan not knowing what else to do say. Ethan doesn't say another word as well but rather used action. He some how manages to swing me around and I end up on the bed with him on too of me. My breathing immediately gets high when I feel his hard on press into me. The truth is this is my first I have been in such a State with me.

He looks at me in away that he really looks at me. His eyes burn into mine the s****l tension getting heated up.

My eyes fall oh his lips but the moment I observe them clearly , what gets into my mind right now is how Jeff's lips felt on mine. It only lasted for a few seconds but the truth is I I don't think to have have forgotten about it completely.

NO NO , I am not letting those thoughts get to me.

Without warning I pull Ethan into me his lips falling into me a groan immediately escapes his mouth when both of our liy connect. He freezes alitttle but I don't give him any more chance . I Immediately begin to kiss him and soon he equally begins reciprocating the kiss.

He kisses me with the same passion his hand then slipping into my shirt and then pressing one of my already erected breast as he continues to kiss me my hand around his neck making sure he doesn't pull away. Just having his hand on me in such away makes me feel all soaked down stairs and the best thing that I have to do right now is to get rid of them.

Ethan continues to kiss me and soon he lets go of my lips then heading to my neck as he now uses his free hand to unbotton my shirt. After acre minutes he successfully manages to open my shirt fully my breasts falling free all free and need for attention.

He leans into me this time taking my breast into his mouth. Just the feel of his mouth onto my breast earning a moan from me. His free hand begins to play and Twist my other breast equally giving it enough pleasure. He continues to pleasure my body with his hands and mouth until when I feel it is the moment for him to take things to another level.

“ I think I finally am ready for you . " I inform him. This is actually not the first time I have told him this same statement but at the end of it I don't do it . Hope I can finally give him myself completely to him. At least that is the only thing that I can offer him.

“ No no, I am not forcing you. You have to do it at your own pleasure." He tells me pulled away from me and looking at me but the last in his eyes can't be hidden. .

“ Yes " I reply with a nod. That is all he needs and then leans back into me capturing my lips once again this time more tenser than before. My heart pumps faster at the thought of what is going to happen finally since I have given the go ahead.

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