My Strange Love Story

Chapter 7

I cried all night and now I am a mess, I have dried tear marks on my face, my eyes are bloodshot red and swollen, my hair is a rats nest

Pulling myself together, I drag myself to the shower and took a warm relaxing long shower later when I'm done I got dressed. since its weekend I don't have school

I made my way downstairs to hear two voices talking, then when I entered the living room it was Grace and Mrs. Johnson, she was very depressed

"Good morning, " I said awkwardly, both of them looked at me, I gave them a sad smile, June hugged me tight and started apologizing, I pulled away

"It's ok June, it's not your fault, " I said smiling or at least tried

Then the door opened and Jason walked in " can I talk to you?" He asked nervously

"I can't -" Jane interfered "you should go talk to him," she said and squeezed my shoulder supporting

"Ok fine. talk " I said giving up

"Walk with me, " he said holding his hand out for me, which I took and walked out with him, we walked till we reach a park nearby and sat on a bench, he is holding himself together, and was looking at his feet, I squeezed his hand so he can start talking

"I am sorry for what happened last night, " he said looking down at his feet

"It's not your fault, " I said looking Straight ahead

"But I should have stopped you, " he said sadly

"What happened, happened ok let's just forget about it, " I said standing up but he caught my wrist

"At least know the reason why he reacted like that, " he said his eyes were watery, seeing him like that it broke my heart, so I sat down and listen to him

"He is always acting weird with you because you live in the house she lived and specifically the same room," he said with so much pain

"Who??" I asked confused

"Sarah, " he said there was so much pain in his voice

Flashback 3 years ago

Blake's P.O.V

Beep, beep, beep

I turned my alarm off but didn't dare open my eyes, because if I open it now my day will be a total waste, so I carefully walked to my balcony opened the door and slowly opened my eyes and I was in heaven, the view was breathtaking, it's not the sunrise or the amazing forest

it's my Sarah, she is sleeping on her pink bed hugging her sponge bob soft toy, I gave her on her 10th birthday, she looked so innocent in her sleep

I can live the rest of my life seeing her sleep like that, there were few strands of hair on her face which were blocking my view, I can't touch her so I blew away and as if she felt it, she smiled showing off her dimples , I love her smile NO actually I love her

I took a deep breath and said

'3...2...1..' she opened her eyes, I hid behind my door so she can't see me, it's weird to see people asleep you know!. But I don't care. she yawned stretching her arms and went into the bathroom

I did the same and got dressed in a black shirt, blue ripped jeans and shoes, then went down for breakfast, mom was there making breakfast, so I kissed her cheek

"Good morning mom," I said cheerfully

"Morning son. why don't you wake your evil twin, he will be late. Again.." she said shaking her head, yeah Jason is a lazy ass

I stood in front of his door and started knocking more like pounding

"Coming, I am coming, " he said and opened his door and was met with a smack on his head

"Ouch, that hurts, " he said rubbing his head

"You're late again, " I said with a smirk

"Yah yah, I know come on let's go I am starving, " he said went downstairs, I followed him shaking my head

We were having our breakfast when the front door opened and I knew who it was. it's my Sarah

"Good morning everyone, " she said cheerfully, she is wearing a grey crop top blue jeans, with her beautiful brown hair down, her green eyes are my favorite and of course her smile, she is 5 feet 2, fair flawless skin, slim and jolly

"Good morning honey, want some breakfast? " my mom asked everyone knows I am madly in love with her, accept her of course ' no mom she had her breakfast ' I said in my mind

" sorry but I just had my breakfast, " she said 'told yah'

"So are you guys coming? " she asked me and J

"Where?" We said in a union

"To the dance," she said 'oh yeah the dance'

"Yes," said J but I didn't say anything

"What about you Blake aren't you going?" She asked

"I don't like to dance, " I said eating my cereal but at the corner of my eye, I saw her disappointed face

J stomped on my leg making me chock my cereal, he is like a brother to her, he can never see her sad or disappointed

"Oh!" She said more like a whisper

"Let's go, I don't want to be late today," J said while glaring at me but I just smirked

"Ok, " I and Sarah said in a union, which made me smile

We reached school in my car and went our separate ways "are you crazy? " asked J

"Nope" was my simple answer

"Come on. we all know you like her, why don't you just tell her" he said dramatically

"I am waiting for the right moment, " I said getting in my class we both had the same class

"You like her since she moved in next to us, which was like 13 years ago. come on man, just say it before someone else does " he said his last words caught my attention 'I can't let that happen, she is mine' I thought

The day went really very slow or maybe just because I miss her too much, now it's time for lunch and I am more than happy cause we have lunch together

I sat with my group but she was not there "hey where's Sarah?" I asked J. she had her last class with him

"She said she had to talk to Chris, " he said shrugging

I don’t like this Chris, I excused myself from them and went to look for her and I found her, in the hallway, she was talking and laughing with Chris and he was holding her hand

That was enough to make my blood boil, only I am supposed to hold her hand like that, only I can make her laugh, she is mine. Ok I know I am overreacting but come on, I really love her

I stalked out of there but I heard her call out my name, but I was too furious to listen to her, I walked in an empty hallway she caught my arm

"Wait, " she said breathing heavily

I just pulled my arm away and started walking, But she stood in front of me

"Where are you going? " she asked folding her hand and raised an eyebrow 'so cute ' I thought

"Why do you care," I said and tried sidestepping her. keyword tried but she moved as well

"Why are you behaving like this?" She asked angrily 'so so cute'

"How am I behaving, I am normal, " I said and shrugged

"No you're not behaving normal, now explain, " she said angrily

"I have nothing to explain, " I said and turned

"You saw me with Chris and your upset? that's really mature " she said sarcastically and rolled her eyes

"Yes I am upset because of that, I hate that guy, oh wait I hate any guy near you, I hate the way they look at you, I hate the way they make you smile, I hate them" I was yelling now

"Why?" She asked nervously

"Why? Why because I love you, I fell in love with you when I first saw you, I love the way you smile, I love the way you look at me, and I can't stand seeing anyone else near you, only I am supposed to make you smile, only I am supposed to love you, only I am supposed to hold your hand-" I was cut short when I felt something, I was waiting for a very long time

She kissed me to make me stop talking or something, but I was too busy enjoying the moment, I wrapped my arms around her and pulled her impossibly close, I felt like I was in heaven, this is the best moment of my life, the person I love the most, is in my arms kissing me, I will never let her go, she is too special to let go

But of course our special moment had to be ruined by someone clearing their throat, and it was Jason, my evil twin, I gave him a look saying 'you're so dead' Sarah was blushing red and was hiding behind me, it was our first kiss

Hell it was my first kiss ever, and it was with the love of my life

"Sorry to ruin your moment, but we have a class," J said smirking

"And thank god you both realized that you like each other, " he said dramatically

" love, " we both said in a union which made both of us blush

"Yeah yeah the same, come on we don't want Mr. mad man give us detention, " he said turning around and started walking away

Me and Sarah we went to our class, we three had the same class and I never let her hand go, I was holding it all day, finally I said it, finally I have her, finally, she is mine and I'm never letting her go