Ch 47
April Tel ford POV
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This is probably the first day, I'm not going in to see Abel even though I'm in the hospital, right in front of his door. I visited the doctor's office, but there wasn't any news. No news was still a better choice than having to hear bad news. Each day walking into hospital, I have this unknown fear and anxiety, all the worst possible thoughts hitting my head.
The nurse asked me if I was staying, which I used to do usually when I didn't have afternoon classes like today. I used to Just look at my brother asleep and pretend like nothing was wrong as I would to talk to him, imagining what his responses would be. But today I denied, saying I was busy with my college work that I couldn't stay. The nurse nodded without any further questions. But I bombarded m
