Scarlet
Almost two months had passed, and I was the size of a beach whale. I don’t remember being this large when I was carrying Adrian. There isn’t a day that goes by when I think about him, asking myself how he’s doing, if he gets on well with his fosters, if they treat him well or if he has other siblings. I also wonder what he would think about having a sister?
But I know he’ll never know that he has a sister or who his real parents are and why he was given up at birth. And that pains me. I made the decision based on who his father was and what Reece was pushing me into, not how I actually felt.
I regret how I bent to his every whim because it pained him to know Shaun had given me a baby that should never have been. Adrian had been conceived through one of the worst beatings Shaun h
