The Rebound

After several years of waiting I finally found him, yet he's too distant and odd. Isang araw nilapitan ko siya pero ang tanging nasabi niya "layuan mo ako" I wonder where did my sweet and loving childhood sweetheart went? Hindi na ba niya ako kilala? hindi na niya naaalala? bakit bigla siyang nagbago? Hanggang sa nagkita ulit kami sa isang lugar kung saan nag-umpisa ang lahat--we ended up in bed. I was too damn happy. But after he popped my cherry iniwan lang niya ako. He thought I was just like other girls he bedded before. So to prove I wasn't like them--hindi ako naghabol, pero tadhana na rin ang kusang naglalapit sa amin. One time, nakita ko siya kasama iyong "mahal" niya. He was damn mad, I comforted him, and it happened again. Until such time na naging habbit na naming gawin ang bagay na iyon. For him I was just his exhaustion of stress and madness. For me, he is my world and everything. I was pretending I didn't like him either. Para hindi siya lumayo sa akin. He's too untamed yet too fragile. Tawagin man niya akong FUBU it doesn't matter anymore. Basta ang mahalaga Mahal ko siya kahit na may minamahal siyang iba. Others might call me stupid and numb. I didn't really care because I'm always his. And will never like anybody else even if he calls our relationship THE REBOUND