Cirdan My mate is sure a funny one, or so I thought until it was clear that she does not understand what was happening to us. And I am the one who has to bear it because I could not find myself being closer to her without being with her. And then she just had to go and gotten lost and I snapped at her. I couldn’t tell her that I was worried about her and I had a legitimate reason to be worried. Not like ‘hey, you are my mate and I don’t want anybody other than me to r****h your body and you came close to that today’ could be considered as a legitimate reason. She was also the reason why I was taking my dinner with the rest students even though I have to endure their fawns and fake friendships. The highest time I was willing to give her for her to catch up and enjoy her last days