Aria
I concentrate on taking deep, calming breaths as I get into the elevator and press the button for the basement. I have replayed yesterday in my mind over and over. And all I got from it, is a shame. I feel ashamed. I am ashamed of how much I enjoyed it when Harvey kissed me. I am ashamed of how I reacted but mostly I am ashamed because I feel like a slut.
Alpha Bradley did convince Bruce that my behaviour towards other men, is inappropriate. And now Harvey basically said the same thing. They could be right. It only makes sense since it is coming from more than one person. And they do not know each other and could not influence one another to share an opinion.
All of this intensifies my missing Amelia. She has been my soundboard my entire life and cutting off all connections is wors
