I stood dead in my tracks as I looked at CJ. Feeling every single emotion leaving my body, while I became completely numb. All the while, CJ still looked at me, as if he wanted to kill me.
“I found her when she was dying! I held her in my arms when she took her last breath! I am still mourning over losing her, Ivy! And then I got here, and you completely messed up with my head. I want you, but I just can’t have you. I just can’t, I feel like I am cheating on Amanda, whenever I am with you. And I tried, f**k, I tried. You’re f*****g perfection, you’re f*****g perfect in every single way, but I am consumed by guilt, every time I am near you!”
I felt my heart break, over all the things he had said right now, while only one kept lingering in my mind like an echo, as it repeated itself over a
