Obsession

Loosing control

*Lorenzo's POV*

P has been on this job now for three days. How can it take three days to take one f*****g Romano out? Kristoff was still on his tail, watching his every move. I had half a mind to give him the go ahead to take them both out. My mood has been spiralling, getting worse and worse. I have spent three days working out and f*****g my pets. My other duties are on the back burner because right now, if someone looks at me the wrong way I will slit their f*****g throats!

I have been too rough with my pets as well, almost killing Venessa last night. I couldn't help myself. My mind was being consumed by my little girl and I could not even trick my mind into thinking that they were her, or even pieces of her. The longer P took, the more he showed me what a piss poor excuse for an assassin he is, the more my mind went to her. I feel like I am slowly going insane!

The weights I were pushing clanged into each other as I performed rep after rep in my personal gym. I ached, I was sweaty, but I didn't stop. I kept going until I couldn't anymore and then I sat their, breathing deeply and trying to think of what to do next. Venessa was in the clinic on the ground floor. It was used more than you think, for stab wounds, gun shorts and broken bones, the in house doctor sure was worth the money I was paying him.

Maybe Kate could take my mind off of this mess, even for a minute. I didn't bother showering, just heading straight to her room. Her slender body was laid on the bed, the bruises on her wrists and ankles were still evident from when I last played with her. Her eyes opened, those big blue eyes staring at me, not through me like my little girl. God, I had to stop thinking of her. "Daddy?" she asked as she sat up.

"Here!" I barked, pointing to the spot at me feet. She didn't hesitate in moving into position. I pushed down my baggy shorts, knotting my hand in her hair before forcing it into her mouth. I didn't have patience for the usual bullshit, I just needed a release. As I pushed further into her mouth, tears started to stream down her face, but it still wasn't enough. I forced her head back and forth, taking what I wanted. She was gagging, gasping and spluttering around my long length, but it still wasn't enough. I tightened my hold and moved her faster and faster, feeling that slight tingle that I had been waiting for. A few more pumps and I spilling into Kate's mouth, throwing her backwards onto the floor and watching as she tried to swallow and gasp for air at the same time. A bead of my c*m dripping down the side of her face. Usually that would make me smile, but all I could think was how dissatisfied I was. I sighed and marched out of Kate's room, not even caring I had given her zero satisfaction. They were here to please me, not the other way around.

I stormed to my room and took a warm shower, loving how it eased my muscles and tension. I guess if I am going to be distracted no matter what, I better make sure that not everything has gone to s**t over these past three days. I dressed in my usual smart and expensive suit and headed down stairs to my office.

I sat for hours, working through paperwork. The Romano's had not pushed their luck after loosing some of their men, but I knew it was only a matter of time until I caught them again. c**k roaches like them are hard to kill, they spread like vermin and you have to take them all out before you are infested. My phone rang, and I quickly picked it up, seeing Kristoff's name appear on the screen. "Boss, P has f****d up. He was caught by Romano guards and so I killed him as you said. Do you want me to take out the Romano boy?"

I clenched my fist. I was not angry at Kristoff, he did exactly as I asked. I was angry at what a waste P was. The money I paid for him was not a lot for me, I was 37 and had more money than my kids and their kids could spend in five lifetimes. Not that I had kids, but you know what I am meaning. But it was the lack of respect from sir and madam, for pawning that piece of s**t off on me. This had to be addressed. "No." I gritted out. "I will leave that to test the next assassin. Come back to the house, we are taking a trip to  Dolofonos orphanage, now!"

"Yes boss." he replied, before he cut off the call. I pushed away from my desk and headed downstairs and into the living area where a few of my men were cleaning their guns. As I walked in, they stood to attention out of respect. That is how they should treat me, not as some no brain chump. "Deago, Robert, you are with me and Kristoff."

"Yes boss." They nodded and gathered their things before meeting me outside the house. I took a deep breath, letting the smell of the freshly cut grass sooth me. I loved it outside, the sweet smells and peace that it made me feel. I usually didn't have the time or inclination to stop and smell the roses. I was surrounded by people but I was always alone, I could not let any of my men close to me. I was their boss, their superior, and they needed to know their place as my subservient.

It was about ten minutes before Kristoff pulled up and the three of us climbed into the car and set off. It was half an hour drive to the orphanage, half an hour for me to stew in my own anger. I wish a little bit that Kristoff had managed to bring me P's body so I could dumb him on their door step like the burning bag of s**t that he was. My men picked up on my mood as well, not bothering to make conversation or even eye contact with me or each other.

We pulled up and all four of us got out and I stormed towards the front door. It was about lunch time so I knew that they would be busy overseeing their recruits. As I walked in, my eyes didn't go to the boys wing, but the girls one. She was just down this corridor, my little girl. I could see her, hold her, take her away from here. I don't know why, but my feet were moving me, taking me to where my heart wanted me to go.

As I walked down the corridor, one of the girls was heading my way, accompanied by madam. Madam looked to be having a heated conversation with the girl. All I could see from this distance was her blonde curly hair and her battered body. Jesus, they seemed to push the girls harder than the boys around here.

As they got closer, madam said to the girl. "K, go to the hall and wait for the boys to return."

"Yes madam." she said diligently, before continuing down. I tried to see her face, but the girl bowed her head, completely avoiding eye contact with me. Her figure was amazing though, she was muscular, but not manly, short but with a nice round ass and ample bosom that met at her tiny waist. Was that her? Oh god I wish she would have looked at me.

I was brought out of my thoughts by madam clearing her throat. I looked at her, unamused. "Madam, the last assassin I purchased was worthless. I am a valued customer, I am Don Lorenzo Polozzi and I will not be made a mockery of."

I saw, for the first time since I met the woman, a flicker of fear. "I apologies Don Polozzi. I will of course give you a replacement, for free."

"The girl I sent here fifteen years ago." I stated.

"Yes?" she replied, not knowing what I was suggesting.

"I want her."

Madam's face suddenly looked like she was sucking on a lemon. "Unfortunately Don Polozzi, she has yet to pass her test. I have a few other assassins that you can choose from, male and female. Let me show them to you, see if any of them seem suitable."

I clenched my fist, loosing my patient. "I want to see her. Now!"

Madam's demeanour changed. "Let me show you the girls." before I could respond, she led me down the corridor and into the mess hall. Eleven girls stood and looked at me and my men, their eyes raked over my body like they had never seen a man before. Some of them were attractive, and some of them had nice bodies, but I could tell even from this distance that none of them were her.

I glared at Madam. "Maybe I wasn't clear. Take me to the girl I brought now, or I will have my men take out everyone here!" as I said that, Kristoff, Deago and Richard pulled out their guns and aimed them at Madam. She swallowed hard and nodded before walking back past us and down the corridor. I followed her as she headed to the boys wing. Was she taking the piss?

She walked me into the main hall and I froze, not just me, my men too. "Again!" Sir yelled. Two men started to advance on the girl that passed us in the corridor. They were twice as big, twice as wide, probably twice as strong. What the hell was this? As the two men started to attack, the girl moved like a f*****g ninja, she dodged blow after blow, while deliver a few of her own. When she did take a hit, she seemed to recover almost immediately. One of them punched her in the face, she stumbled back and the other grabbed her arms and locked them behind her back. The first guy approached her raising his fist and punching her in the stomach while she was defenceless. He raised his fist to do the same again but the girl looked up, used her feet to almost run up the body of the guy in front of her, flip behind the guy who was holding her, kick him in the spine making him fall to the floor. His arms were still holding onto her so she yanked one of them making that familiar popping sound shoeing it was dislocated and then punched the guy who had punched her twice in the face, making him fall unconsciously to the ground.

My c**k was as hard as a rock. f**k! I could not wrench my eyes off of her as she stood breathing heavily and sir yelled. "K!" he stormed over grabbed her harshly and pushed her hard against the wall. "What did I say about dislocating limbs!"

"Not to dislocate limbs sir." she responded. Then sir smacked her twice one the ass with such force the sound echoed around the hall and the girls legs seemed to almost give out. I saw red!