1. Past memories
1149 Words
"Last night I tried but I couldn't sleep Thoughts of you were in my head, I was lonely and I needed you next to me, Life is harder since you left, I never meant to do you wrong and now all is said and done, I hope you won't be gone too long, No. Where do I go? What do I do? I can't deny I still feel something, And girl, I wish you could say you feel the same You've broken the bond, I gotta move on but how do I end this lonely feeling? You've gone, I'm here, alone I guess it's time to grow."
*
*
Time to grow - lamer
.
.
.
Rea's p.o.v
Ever since I was younger, I was a weak child who my parents never bothered to pay attention to, my health was poor and my body was fragile, I was picked on by stronger kids every time as a way to demonstrate their powers, I was mostly injured in the process and so I kept to myself always, everything time I tried talking to my parents they brushed me off like I was a disgrace which I was because I was born from two strong dragons.
Sadly I was the only child, I believe that's why they kept me alive, if I had a stronger sister or brother my parents would have given me up for adoption or secretly got rid of me.
School was a b***h to me because of the members I attended with. Britney was one of my tormentors since I was little, every time she hurt or injured me she got away with it because of her well-known family, while I was punished by my parents on top of being hurt by her, they didn't care if I was crippled or not, things became worse when I hit college.
When I was in college I realized something, I wasn't interested in men, my interest and attraction was towards the same s*x, I usually found my self staring and daydreaming of dominating most of the spoiled rich ladies in my class, at first I didn't think much about it but it became worse that even in the showers I couldn't stop myself from drooling and lusting for the ladies in lingerie.
Britney caught on pretty quickly about my sexuality, she made a deal with one of the most beautiful girl in our class Rosalia to lower me in and expose me, before she could begin I saw through her plan, before she could go any further I knew I had to back out, but I convinced and allowed myself to fall in her trap willingly because Rosalia was my first crush and love, I didn't care if she was doing it to hurt me, all I wanted was to be with her.
When Rosalia approached me pretending to be nice and innocent I welcomed it wholeheartedly.
We become friends in no time, I walked her to and from school, carried her bag and escorted her for shopping, even though I hated girly clothes I dared to put them on for her own happiness, I went to her place for a sleep over's and I discovered something she was hiding from everyone, her family was broken and poor, poorer than mine, she lied to everyone about her family's high status in order to fit in, she was scared of our fellow students finding out about her true self, she wanted to belong with the rich college kids no matter what that's why she did all she could and dressed like them, I also discovered she had a kind heart and a cute personality.
I promised her to never review her secret and it was an oath I took.
She was so happy and feelings started developing between us, I wasn't sure at first if she felt the same until when I went for a sleepover, that day we shared the same bed but this time, we were both nervous, when she asked me if I was interested in her I took no time in confessing my love for her, she told me how she liked me too but was afraid to have s*x with me, she wanted to but was so scared of being dominated so I did what every lovesick could do at that time, I gave myself fully to her and let her dominate me, even though I did agree, my dragon was against it because she was one of the most dominant dragons but I usually shut her down because I never wanted to draw more attention, as it was I drew more attention even though I had a fragile body.
I knew I would soon face my downfall but there was this little part of me that did hope she could fall for me and realize that her going through with the plan would hurt me, but she didn't give a damn.
The day she broke my heart was the day I met the twins, Britney was standing with the twins in front of everyone laughing so loud as she exposed my sexuality, Rosalia was on her side too laughing as she told them how she pretended to love and care for me, she told them about how she dominated me and my weak dragon, I had no tears to shed because I knew this was her finale decision, I gave her a chance to choose between me or the rich fools and she went for them.
Behind all her bullshit words and laughter I could see the innocent her crying because when our eyes met she held back her forming tears, she was hurting herself while hurting me, I smiled at her, letting her know I held no bad or ill intentions towards her, to me the time I spent with her were irreplaceable and magical.
I walked out of the school sadly thinking I could just sleep it off but when I reached home I was met with a hot slap from my mother and father who were so pissed at me, a part of me was happy that finally, they looked at me even if it was out of disgust.
My happiness was short-lived when the disowned and kicked me out of the house, news reached the whole town and they all hated me and called me a disease for being attracted to the same s*x, I had nowhere to go.
I made up my mind to leave the territory, but before that, I decided to get the twins' permission because they were my leaders after all, that was when I met the twins a second time, they welcomed me coldly and denied me exile, they went on to shock me by giving me a room in their huge mansion when I asked them why they answered me with a smile...
- Writer
