unconditionally. **completed**

#11 could you?

the day with Emma and joseline was everything. spending the day eating pancakes and going to the zoo and the park was the most normal thing I have ever done. I never knew a 4 year old could ask so many questions. just when I would think that I couldn't take another question joseline would come up and want me to pick her up and carry her and one time she fell asleep in my arms. I carried her in my arms all the way back to their apartment. it was the first for me. usually a girl in my arms meant something else but that moment felt perfect like I would protect her from men like me. or the man I used to be. I couldn't imagine being that man anymore. crap I am really in deep. walking up into the apartment I reached out grabbing Emma's hand in mine and laced my fingers in hers. It felt so good just being with her. I only let go of her when she had to unlock her front door. " you can put her in her bed. that way she can finish her nap." Emma went into the kitchen grabbing a bottle of water from the fridge.

I place joseline down on her bed and covered her up with her blanket and placed a kiss on her forehead. " sleep tight little princess. " I got up and walked back to the kitchen. Emma was turned around doing the morning dishes as music played from her phone. the way her hips moved to the beat made my mouth water I came up behind her pressing against her.

" I didn't want to say anything earlier but when you were having a tea party with joseline I heard you talking." Emma turned around to look at me. crap! I probably said something wrong. I never had a kid around before so I'm not sure what I'm allowed to say or what I'm not allowed to say.

" I'm sorry if I said anything I wasn't supposed to..." she put her hand over my mouth to shut me up.

" I like .... no we like spending time with you too. and she is right. after Luke died I didn't know she heard me crying all the time." she looked down at the floor avoiding eye contact. " it felt like I couldn't breath at times. since you've been hanging around it doesn't seem to hurt as much. if this is all too much for you then you have to tell me before she gets her heart broken. that little girl has fallen head over heals for you and I don't want her to feel abandoned ever again. she's had enough heart ache."

" well I have to stick around now that I know you are putting me up on that wall with a pink feather boa on." when she laughed it felt so good to hear. I had never cared if I made a woman laugh before. I never really tried to impress anyone before let alone a four year old girl and her mom. I just knew that for these two, I would do anything to hear that laugh and be the reason it happened.

" I don't know Mr stone. that pink chair stuck to your ass is pretty sexy!"

" I think someone needs to be punished."

she moaned on my lips as she kissed me. my d**k was already at attention ready to go. of I didn't leave soon we were not going to make it to our date. " I like the sound of that Mr stone." damn it! we can be late! I picked her up and carried her to her bedroom her legs wrapped around my waste. shutting thebdoor behind me I gently tossed her on her bed. she got up and pushed me down and slid my shirt off sliding her hands down to my jeans. she fumbled with the button and then pulled them down along with my boxers. my erection out on display. she pushed me to lay back on her bed as she ran her sift hands down my chest tracing every muscle and line. damn her touch was so soft and caused my erection to grow harder it hurt. before I even realized it she was on her knees between my legs and she was putting those amazing hands on my shaft. she slid up and down a few times then I felt her tongue make its way from my balls all the way to the tip of my erection swirling her tongue around the tip.

" f**k!" it felt so good my hand tangled in her hair and her mouth took me in. the warm sensation as she slowly brought me into her mouth had me twitching and I started thrusting in and out as she took me deeper and deeper. she started bobbing her head and twisting her tongue at the same time and I swear I was like a prepubescent teen getting laid for the first time because I felt myself tighten and my body tense at the immense pleasure. I tried pulling her away. I knew I was about to explode but she pushed my hand away and continued taking me in and out of her mouth and grabbing the part of me she couldn't fit inside her mouth. I felt myself go. she never took her mouth off me swallowing everything that poured out and when she was done she got up off the floor and casually wiped her mouth off amd threw the towel at me. holy f**k this woman was amazing. I needed more of her. I pulled her closer to me and undid her jeans pulling her on my semi hard erection and feeling it grow harder as she rode me taking me deeper and deeper. I bit nervous n*****s through her t-shirt massaging the other with my free hand as my hips moved thrusting me in and out of her warm wet p***y. she was panting her head on my shoulder as she moved herself up and down on me. I could feel her walls growing tighter and I knew it wouldn't be long before she orgasmed. I started tensing again trying to hold out and not go before her. I needed her to release. when she did it was freaking awesome. she let go and her body jerked back as I felt her milk me and threw me over the edge my body released everything I ever had as I rode out the waves of both our orgasms still pumping into her sporadically. when it was over I held her close to me not wanting this feeling to go away. I kissed her cheek and down her jaw my d**k still inside her. I didn't mean to let it slip out. I wasn't trying to put her on the spot but I was caught up in the moment and how amazing she is and that's when i asked her. " do you think you could ever love someone like me?"

she pulled back looking into my eyes. I looked away afraid of what she would say. I could feel her hands on my face pulling me towards her. I have never let myself be that vulnerable before. it wasn't a good feeling anticipating and waited for her to respond. " yes." I just pulled her towards my chest and buried my face in her hair. I let out the breath I was holding. crap this woman doesn't know it but I already love her and everything about her. " you have to go get ready. if we don't move we are going to be late."

" normally I would rather be like this holding you....still inside of you but I can't let that little princess down. I promised her a date." I twisted us around and Emma was beneath me as I slid out of her and kissed her forehead. " I shall be back." I grabbed my clothes throwing them on and left to my apartment. looking back up before I got into the car. I think my entire works just grew to two more people.

looking at myself in the mirror in my black suit with princess pink tie to match joselines dress I was smiling at the though of being with the two people that seemed to make my world spin. there was a knock on the door and I didn't even think before answering it. I grabbed the pink rose I had gotten for joseline and opened the door. s**t! why me? there stood Rachael wearing nothing but a trench coat and red high heels. I just looked at her and reached out covering her back up. " I'm sorry but I'm late for a very important dinner date." I stepped out and locked my door behind me.

" you have never passed this up before. I'm sure that dinner can wait. "

her hands snaked around my arm and I pulled her off. " I mean it Rachael. don't come around anymore. I need to go." I left her there in that teench coat fuming. I wasn't about to be late or mess this s**t up. for once in my life I was happy and I wasn't letting a roll in the sack destroy that at all. I made my way out to the driver of the limo and got inside as Rachael watched me leave her behind. I guess in a way, I was leaving that life behind.