Addie’s P.O.V
I was so anxious to be with Carson this way, finally. I have wanted it for so long. I was nervous, though, because it has been a while since I have had s*x, and to be honest, I have not had that much experience. I have only ever been with two men sexually. The one I lost my virginity to, the biggest mistake of my life because it was when I went off the rails after Carson left. I hated myself after it, and the other one was a guy I went to college with; we hooked up a couple of times, but that was it. I have never had s*x with someone that gave a damn about me. I always wanted him to be my first, but he wasn’t, and there was nothing I could do about that now.
“I love you, Addie,” He whispered, kissing me softly.
“I love you too,” I breathed out.
His lips fe
