John POV Ellie goes to sleep almost immediately after my mother helps her get comfortable in the bed. I look at how she sleeps so peacefully. It reminds me of our wedding night when she passed out and slept for hours on the couch in her wedding dress as soon as the guests left. The memory makes me smile. I want more memories with her. *Flash Back Wedding Day* I asked Jeff to be my best man. It seemed fitting, and I think it made him happy. I cannot tell; it is not like the man ever smiles. We only invited a small number of friends and family to our wedding. In reality, Ellie would have loved to have a big wedding, but she did not want to be rejected by her family again. Ellie’s medication has been changed again as of yesterday, which has left her frazzled and worried. She was experie