My Cursed Alpha

Nightmare with opened eyes

'Its just that...we expected you to be home sooner, you are usually by 8', I started to pick the cake and place it on the kitchen stand.

'Yet you decided to put on another slutty dress in front of a strange man in my absence'

I quickly moved away from the kitchen stand remembering what he has done last night.

'Its a normal dress, there is nothing....nothing about it', I didn't wish to say slutty since it was such an inappropriate word to say out loud.

'Do you think he wants you? Do you talk to all of my friends behind my back?'

'For god sake, it's your bday, it was just a day and I needed little help, it was nothing more than that'

I didn't scream since I know what would happen if I had, but I just wanted him to think logically.

'You say that and yet I find a man in my home around midnight'

He wouldn't listen, he wouldn't understand. I was just sitting in embarrassment since my fiance had decided to come home late on his bday and celebrate it somewhere outside without me. I couldn't call since I didn't wish to ruin the surprise and I couldn't ask him to leave since it would create more gossip at work. I didn't know how to make him understand all this.

'I don't think he found me attractive anyways'

I hadn't eaten anything and I didn't wish to now, so I started to take out clothes to change.

'I wish you were more unattractive, so no one would look at you, other than me. I will still find you attractive when you would brush your hair a little or smell nice at least'

'I smell fine', I barked back

'Thats not your smell, you put on a ton of products, only I know what your skin smell like'

What does he mean

'Only if you would drink more water and eat healthy and stop eating all those fast food, you would smell great'

I wished to run to the room, lock it and just forget this day ever happened.

As I was going to the bedroom, he grabbed my hand and looked at me, 'Why don't we make use of the dress you wore to my workplace, which was totally inappropriate to seduce me. Ah, I saw those perverts gawking at you as you were leaving, how much they wanted you to stay and admire your curves'

'Do you think if you were chubby, with every part of your body big enough, they would still find you sexy?' He chuckled when I didn't find any of it entertaining at all. It was midnight already, his birthday was over and I wished he would stop now.

His hand slowly turned me towards him and moved down to my belly, grabbing it a little and chuckling again.

'Lets go to sleep now, you must be tired'

'Why don't we put a baby in you, maybe then you would just sit in the house and do as I tell you, and maybe then your pack would give us money'

Baby? What does he even mean? he couldn't be serious

'I don't think we are ready for it. I am young and we have enough...'

Before I could talk more, he placed his hand over my mouth, and glared at me.

'We wouldn't be ever ready, no one is ready for the the kid, it's just something every one has to do. Imagine that once they hear the news, they would want us to move to a big place'

He pulled me again towards him, making me more uncomfortable, as I tried to keep my distance from him.

'Please...not today....please', I kept shaking my head as he moved us to the bedroom. I wasn't ready for the baby or for what he was going to do, but I didn't know if I could fight him. He was much bigger than my small figure

'I-' I wanted to say that give me time, I was all dry and I had no energy in me, but he had never cared about that, and I knew he wouldn't do today too

I kept my eyes shut, knowing that it would take only a few seconds and it would be all over, just a few seconds.

But it was different this time, after he ripped off my clothes, he drove in me, again and again and again, I wanted to scream and cry and ask him to stop, and I felt like I did, but like always he placed his hand over my mouth and kept going on.

He wasn't someone who would last long, but just to keep me in pain, he didn't stop.

Putting on his pants, he didn't even look back

'I think you got your periods', He said, but I knew it wasn't that. He had crossed all the limits today, being an animal and forgetting that I was alive and I was a human too.

Like always, I went to pick up my pills, but he was holding it in front of my eyes, warning me, threatening me, to take them.

'Its...it's too soon...I am not ready, please believe me'

'If I couldn't get the money out of your pack, I will get money for this kid, you can't stop me, and not only that, I want you to be trapped here, with me, all your life, to keep me satisfied, to keep me company and to keep me entertained. Where else will I find a free maid, who not only cooks for me, but takes care of me the other ways too'

Shaking my head I went for the pills anyways, I didn't believe that he could be so cruel towards me after all that I have done today for him, but the next second, I heard a loud ringing in my ears. He had slapped me hard, too hard, that I had lost my balance and fallen on the floor.

The cold floor grazed me and shattered me at the same moment. Everything around me was a blur for a while, and without my knowledge the tears had started to shed.

But he didn't stop, as he pulled on my hair and dragged me out of the bedroom, to the couch, pulling me up and laying me on it.

'Dont you dare come inside, b***h'

'I am not having your baby'

Another slap and I felt my jaw broke, or it was some teeth that have moved inside my skin from the impact. He was a monster,ready to dance on my grave and I was helpless, having nowhere to go.