chapter 26
Violet pov
I was wondering what was taking Alyssa and Lexus such a long time to get back downstairs, i was praying to the moon goddess that they weren't doing what I was thinking, so I wobbled upstairs to her room. i saw the door wide open so I knew they weren't doing what I thought they were doing. I reached the door I couldn't help but watch them for a bit, they were slow dancing to no music and holding each other tightly, it was the sweetest thing i've seen in a while, i cleared my throat, i almost laughed when they jumped, they slowly turned around and saw me standing there,
“You make the sweetest couple, but if your father finds you up here in this room alone you know he will have a fit, So let's get down stairs, before he blows his top,” They took a step apart, then we headed downstairs, When we went downstairs. I knew I needed to talk to my daughter alone so I made up something up.
" By the way, Lexus, Jordon wants you in his office for a few minutes. Alyssa I need you for a few minutes honey. I want to show you something. I knew my daughter was nervous. But I needed to speak with her alone without Lexus around. And lately that has been hard. Lexus nodded and went to head to Jordons office. While I took Alyssa to mine. Once there I shut the door so no one would hear us. She sat down on the couch. I sat in the chair in front of her. If I sat on the couch I wouldn't be able to get back up,
"Alyssa honey, I know you are nervous about a few things. I know you're nervous about going on the trip and college. I know you're nervous about being alone with your mate. But I promise you this. If he ever tries to hurt you in any way. I will chop off his ball$ and shove them down his throat."
Mom I know you would. Trust me I do. But I need to tell you something. Lexus won't be my first. You remember the guy that cheated on me? Well he was my first. It only happened twice. And I didn't feel any sparks. So I stopped. I felt I didn't feel the need to do it with him anymore since he wasn't my mate. Plus I wanted to see what everyone was talking about. I liked it, don't get me wrong but not with him. I've told Lexus about it. He wasn't mad."
"Honey, We already knew about that the day you came home. You had that look on your face. That you wish you didn't do something. Your dad wanted to rip his head off. But the guy cheated and you broke up with him. We didn't confront you about it. Because we didn't want to embarrass you. I'm just glad you didn't end up pregnant, the reason your dad is like this is because you are our only daughter. He still thinks of you as his little girl. I had a talk with him. He said he would try to calm down, I doubt he will. But he said he would try."
We ended up laughing because we both knew he's not. He's protective and we both understood. I will hate to see when the baby is born. He's going to be just like he was when Alyssa was born. He had her baby bed right next to his desk when I was resting. He would feed her and change her. And kept everyone away until she was one. Then he would stand right beside you the whole time that you held her.
‘Maybe one day he will calm down, But right now he just feels his little girl is growing up too fast. you will be eighteen next week honey. He knows, we both know that you will be leaving, “
‘Mom, i'm not going to stay away forever. I will call and visit, and you and dad can do the same. We will get together and have dinner together, But can you tell me something? Is being a luna hard? I mean what do you have to do? or what will he be expecting from me?”
“Honey it's not hard at all. you just got to meetings with him to make sure he stays calm, you help with paperwork, phone calls and emails. You, yourself will have luna meetings and sometimes you will have to put them in their place, sometimes females will get jealous and cause trouble, that is when you stand up for yourself and kick their a$$, if his parents are still alive, you must have respect for them, because once they were alpha and luna, sometimes the mother is a little iffy, she will test you and make sure you truly his mate. but most of all, you stand by his side, he might not be right all the time but no matter what you stand by his side, you correct him in private, if they go to war, then you fight by his side, you help with the pack and make sure they are okay. help when they are sick or if someone is hurt, you make sure they are okay, but most of all, you love your mate with all your heart,”
I know she was soaking in everything that i just told her, I knew she was worried about being a luna, So i was glad i got her alone so we could talk about things like this, i have missed our talks, i knew she will be leaving soon, i hated it, trust me i hated that she was growing up and moving out, but she didn't need me to be like her father, when i watched them hold each other while they slowed dance, i knew right there that he loved her already, it calmed my heart and my wolf down, i just wanted her safe and cared for, and She will have that with Lexus. i pulled her to me and gave her the best hug i could give her with my belly growling it's hard to hug someone, but i do my best to hug my child, I heard her laughing, i knew why, the baby kicked and she felt it,
“Come on, i'm sure Lexus is waiting for you, And i know your dad is going to want to talk to me since I sent Lexus to your dad for no reason,” and just as i thought he was waiting by the door for her, i smiled and told him, that he better take care of my daughter, he nodded and said yes ma”am i sure will, i believed him. because if he doesn’t i will cut his pecker off and make him eat it, I walked into the room. Jordon was sitting there waiting, when i shut and locked the door, he smirked at me,
“mind telling me why you sent Lexus in here i had to make something up and have a serious talk with him about our daughter.”
“I wanted to talk to our daughter, and the only way to do that is to get Lexus away so I sent him in here with you. Is everything okay with you and him?”
“Yeah, i gave him permission to mark each other, it's for safety reasons, we talked long and hard, if Reid grabs her, and if your in labor they will be able to link each other,” I did not like that idea not one bit, But he felt like it was for a good cause. so i dealt with it,
“As far as I know i'm not going to go in labor, but i guess it's a good idea, by the way he kicked Alyssa when we hugged,”
“How about this, How about we name him Bass, its a strong name, and the way he kicks, it means he's going to be strong,:
"Good idea honey, i like the name, So little one, your name is Bass,” he kicked a few times, we could actually see him kick because my stomach would poke out when he did, it was weird looking, but i'm glad he liked his name, my little Bass,