My roommate's boyfriend

Guilty conscience

Zoe POV

I found my self l*****g my lower lips as I stared at the lips that had just kissed me not long ago . s I swear I knew that it was more than f*******n for me to kiss my roommate’s brother but at the same I could not stop my self from desiring to kiss him again.

“I know you want to kiss ne as much as I do you .” his husky voice removed me from the sea of thoughts that were going through my mind.

But then the more his words sunk deep into my mind is the more I knew that what I was doing was wrong and so I had to stop it instantly so as not t end up betraying my roommate just like I had done already .

I was not going to get tempted by a mere new seduction that I have just received for the first time. No way was I going to lose my best friend over something that I had been living without for so many years. With all playing through my mind, I quickly got out of his hold and run out this time through the living room to my bedroom.

I also went ahead and locked the door behind me. Zoe Rains, This is the best thing that you have ever done in your whole life. You have done so great by running away from him. I talked to my self and that was it.

I breathed out and this is actually when I realized that I had been holding my breathe all the time while stile with him . At the same time the pumping of my heart was now three times the normal pace as I heard footsteps approaching to the door to my bedroom.

God, I just prayed that he did not go ahead and knocked on the door. There was a possibility that he could be able to persuade me and I open the door.

U don’t want want to do anything that I will regret later .

After some time however , I heard the footsteps get away again and at this time my heart got at ease as I realized that he was actually going away . I don’t know why he came yet I recall his sgirlfriend telling him over phone that she was going to the beach

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I stayed in my bedroom for about ten more minutes and by this time I knew that he must have lfet the house and that is when I came out again. I moved slowly making sure that he is no where to be seen. I moved back to the living room where “the fault in our stars” was still playing but at this moment I did not care about it at all.

My mind was rather all drawn to Chad who got out not long away . Did he at some point think about kissing me and today he thought that it could be the best moment ? I wondered but even if I did so I still did not have any one to answer me. It was still me who was supposed to answer every question that I kept rooming in my head.

I continued to watch my movie but I could from time to time find my self touching my lips as I reminisced about my first kiss which actually happened with some one who I never knew that I could be with in that state .

However as I tried to keep focused for a long time, nothing seemed to work out. My mind kept fixed at that kiss that I shared with my roommate’s boyfriend. I was in a state that I had never felt in my whole life. This was something that was completely different .

It was like I was kind of obsessed with something that I had to make sure that I got rid of getting an obsession that I was actually beginning to get . it was a strong obsession that I never wanted to even begin in the first place.

Still lost in my so many thoughts, my phone started to ring . The ringing shocked my butt off as I never saw it coming . I reluctantly got it out of my pocket . I did not have many people who usually called me and this is why I possibly thought of who could be calling me.

It was either my mom or the few friends that I had at college. However upon checking who the caller was, I was surprised even more when on checking I found that it was actually Natasha.

The thought of all that had happened between her boyfriend and I came flashing into my head. My felt my whole body sweat instantly as I still held the ringing phone in my hands. For the first time since I got to know here ,I felt like I did not even have the right words that I could use to talk to her .

I had done something that I could consider terrible and f*******n . Though it had happened by mistake, I still had to allow that it had indeed happened.

The phone went on ringing but the fact was I found my self failing to pick it up until when it finally went off. After about a minute even before I could put it done, it went again.

This time I summoned my self with all the possible courage that I could possibly get and pressed the yes button before I put it on the ear as I tried as much as I could to be calm and not make him to suspect anything negative.

“Hello , girl . I have been calling for you but you were actually not picking up . You just have to know that I am actually getting home any time. The party did not go as expected .” I found myself standing up instantly from the point where I was sited.

What was I going to do?I run as fast as my legs could take me to the bathroom and opened the tapa and then had to wash my face . I was sweating at a very fast rate.

“Are you okay ?” the question from the other side of the phone is the one that told me that I was still in the middle of the call and there I had to try and act now.

“Oh! nothing . I am completely okay . It is just that that I am in the bathroom washing my face.” I told her half truth of what it is.

“Okay , I any way just wanted to tell you not to leave the house, I will be there in no time. “ She was coming back . I had to try as quick as possible to act so normal so that nothing appears suspicious when she got back since she told me that she was going to be back in a few minutes .

I had to begin with taking a shower so that I got refresh my self and then everything will get back to normal before she comes back . I was actually acting like one of those girls im television series who sleeps with their best friends’ boyfriends and after that they have to try as act as much as possible so that their best friends do not find out about it.

Not long after that , I was done with showering and I run straight to my bedroom putting on a pair of shorts and then a vest . After that , I got back to the living room sitting in the same spot as before and just then … the knock came on the door.

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