Chapter 11River
It was weird, that in the past I would’ve easily gone to Lake to talk about what had happened between Ben and me on that video call, but somehow now I shrugged and didn’t really comment when he’d asked me about how things with Ben were going.
I loved Lake like a brother, he’d been my platonic soulmate for years, but this was too private. What I’d experienced with Ben was something I kept close to my heart and cherished like no other s****l experience so far.
My mind was still blown about him taking the initiative like that. He hadn’t said so, but I guessed what we’d done hadn’t turned him on physically. It had, however, seemed like he got mental satisfaction out of it, and that was incredible to me.
Whether we could do that one on one instead of virtually sometime in th
