My body felt so warm. And for the first time in a long time, I felt rested. Seven months of nightmares makes for a lot of sleepless nights. My eyes peeked open and I realized that I was wrapped in Brody’s arms. The warmth that I felt was him, the memory of last night playing in my head. I asked him to stay, and he did. I didn’t deserve someone like Brody. I was a lost cause. My heart buried deep beneath the cold ground, in a hole far away from here. I would never be able to give him what he deserves. He confessed that he loved me, not shying away from the fact that he knew I couldn’t reciprocate those feelings. I hate that for him. I hate that not too long ago, my heart had room to share my love. That I found myself wanting Brody to be a part of what Nico, Sam, and I shared. No