I woke up entangled in Brody’s arms, and once again, he somehow chased away the nightmares that plagued my sleep.
Last night, everything changed for us. I’m terrified that I can’t be everything that Brody needs. I’m still broken. My heart is thoroughly confused. But what happened yesterday...felt so right. I’ve been fighting what has been happening between us. Telling myself Brody's just a friend. But our lives felt so intertwined.
I want to be happy again. Brody brings out feelings that I thought were dead. True happiness, joy.....and love. But at the same time, I still feel so much guilt. It feels wrong to enjoy something that brings me joy. I robbed Nico and Sam of their future and here I am about to try and enjoy mine without them.
‘That’s not fair to yourself, Bri. I know I’v
