Ah, f**k it.
It has been hours since Porter dropped me off but his eyes and his words lingered in my thoughts. My hand went to my cheek and tried to caress it the way he did it. I shut my eyes and shook my head.
I need to stop.
I’m just getting used to it because this is the first time I have been that close to a man. It’s nothing.
I walked towards the garden after buying a sandwich and a can of coke in the cafeteria. I went to an empty bench, looking over the famous university fountain.
I brought out my sketchpad and started doodling.
Doing this makes me actually think of how I had missed school a lot. It has been almost three months of me going to the office and talking business with some people I don’t even know if I can trust. I felt like a different person. I felt like I had
