Chapter 5
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I walked into a random OB-Gyn clinic. I don’t want to consult with the OB I know because there’s a big chance that she will blab it to the people I know. So, here I am, waiting for my cue as I watched pregnant women come in and out of the door.
This is a small clinic. It’s nothing like the huge and first class hospital I always go to. This is good, though. Going to a hospital would only trigger something in me. I can only remember how Mom and Dad looked when they were rushed to the hospital for treatment.
I can already hear Porter’s voice in my head.
You need to visit the OB and find a birth control method that’s perfect for you.
Damn.
I don’t want to come anywhere else other than inside you.
I took a deep breath and tried to calm myself. Damn it. Just thinking about his words makes me this flushed and bothered. Thinking about his body makes me think of different lewd stuff.
But hell, I couldn’t deny that he is hot. His deep set of eyes, his thick brows, his prominent jaw, his perfectly chiseled body…everything. The way he moans, the way he looks into my eyes when I am about to…
“Hi,” the woman beside me spoke.
Startled, I looked at her and saw her smiling at me. “H-hi…” I said, stammering because I was already taken aback by her facial expression.
Fuck, did she see me fantasizing over Porter Dunn inside my head?
She smiled even wider before looking at me from head to foot. I wanted to scold her for blatantly staring at me like that. “Are you pregnant?” she asked.
My eyes widened. “What?”
She frowned. “You’re not pregnant?”
I shook my head.
She sighed. “I thought you’re pregnant. I was about to ask you where the father is.”
There is that certain tone in her voice that draws me to her. She seemed sad about the fact that I am not pregnant.
“Are you pregnant?” I asked her.
She thinned her lips and slowly nodded.
“Wow! Congrats!” I tried to cheer her up because she seemed really down.
I don’t know what her story is but the way she nodded at me made me realize how sad she is about her situation.
“I don’t know…my boyfriend thinks this baby is not good and I should abort it,” she replied.
My heart fell at what she just said. How cruel can her boyfriend be? A baby is a blessing so why does he want her to abort it?
Damn, are men really trash?
“I don’t want to abort it so here I am…I broke up with him and faced the wrath of my parents alone,” she continued and sadness and longing are all evident in her voice.
I sighed and looked at her. “What do you do?” I asked her.
She looked at me and smiled. “I am a sales representative from Sunrun,” she said.
I nodded. “What does your ex man do?”
She pursed her lips in a thin line. “Nothing. He’s just at home, trying to look for a suitable job for him,” she replied.
What?! That man is lazy! Good riddance!
I sighed and tapped her shoulder. “Are you okay, then?” I asked her.
She smiled weakly. “I don’t know. Maybe? I mean, I should be okay, right? For the baby?”
I bit my lip, not knowing what to tell her. I don’t know what she’s going through. I don’t know the pain of her situation.
And then that’s when I realized that we all have different kinds of pain. All of us go through different kinds of struggles every day. Different struggles, different pains. But still we need to hang on and be strong to face the cruelty of life because that’s what we’re here for.
“Miss Fuller,” the nurse called.
I looked and raised my hand. “That’s my call,” I told the lady beside me.
She looked at me and nodded. “By the way, I am Shannise,” she chimed.
“Graziella,” I replied as I shook her hand before going to the nurse who has been calling me for a few seconds now.
***
I threw myself on the bed when I arrived home. No one is here. Just a few helpers and me. Sometimes I wonder how much emptier this house would be. Mom and Dad were never really home every time but I’ve never felt this…alone.
I sighed and took my phone out of my bed. I saw some messages from friends that I ignored. I don’t even know why I can’t make myself have fun with them now. They weren’t really friends to me. I only have Shiela, but when they knew my bank account, they all flocked at me like I am the life of their party.
I turned and lied on my stomach when my phone beeped.
My heart stopped when I saw the name of the messenger.
From: Dunn
Are you home?
I bit my lip and took several deep breaths before opening the iMessage.
To: Dunn
Yeah, just got home.
A few seconds after I pressed send, Porter’s name flashed on my screen, requesting for FaceTime.
My heart started to race fast as I answered his call. I held my breath as I waited for his face to come on the screen.
He’ll definitely be handsome. But my heart is still uneasy whenever I see him. Maybe because he took my virginity? I don’t know.
I was silently praying that I looked half as good as him when his face flashed on the screen. His hair is tousled like he just woke up. His broad shoulders filled the screen and there I knew he wasn’t wearing any shirt.
His eyes are still half closed as he flashed his jaw dropping manly smirk. “Hey, baby…” he greeted with his raspy voice. “How late has you come home tonight?”
I frowned at him. “It’s only eleven.”
“Hmmm,” he hummed as he rolled over. Now, he rested his face on the pillow while he’s facing the camera. “Are you sleepy?”
I bit my lip and shook my head.
He smirked once more. “Did you finish your enrollment?”
I nodded. “I followed what you told me.”
He raised his brow. “You took the basic business course?”
“Yes,” I replied. “I figured you have a point.”
He chuckled. “Of course, I have a point…” he said as his eyes met mine. He’s staring at me from the screen like he wants to say something but he couldn’t say anything.
“I went to an OB,” I started. He raised his brow and waited for me to continue. “I got a shot.”
I can see his gaze intensifying and it’s making me scared. His brows are furrowed as he gulped. He looked away and muttered a soft curse as he messed his beautifully messed up hair.
I can see his biceps flexing as he combed his hair with his fingers.
I pursed my lips in a thin line before asking, “Is there any problem?”
He turned to me and narrowed his eyes like he was confused of what I asked of him. Surely, he seemed bothered after I told him that I already got a depo shot.
“Baby, you shouldn’t ask me that,” he drawled. “My d**k twitched thinking that I can f**k you now without protection.”
My eyes widened at his vulgarity.
He chuckled and shook his head. “Can I see you?”
I gulped at his question. I know what he’s asking of me. He told me that through text. He told me he missed my body. He told me he wants to see me in bed naked.
“W-what?” I stuttered.
He smirked and stared intently into the camera. “I have a meeting at noon, baby. Can I see your body first before I drown myself at work and business?” he said in a very seductive tone.
My mouth went ajar as I swallowed hard. He’s straight forward and bold. No wonder he can seduce any woman in a snap of his fingers.
“I haven’t taken a bath,” I said shyly.
He narrowed his eyes at me before bursting into a loud laughter. “That’s okay, baby. Are you going to be more comfortable after you take a bath?”
My eyes widened. Now, he’s giving me a choice. Should I take a bath? But I take a bath for an hour. Can he wait for an hour? For that long?
I don’t want him to wait longer.
“I-I can do it now,” I told him.
He pursed his lips in a thin line. “Hmmm…you sure you don’t want to bathe first?”
I nodded slowly.
I saw his gulp hard. “Well, then, strip now, Graziella…”
I stood up and positioned my phone on the tripod so I won’t have to hold it. I can hear him cursing on the other line as I unbuttoned my blouse. I removed it and threw it down the floor. I then took off my pants and my panties altogether leaving me only with my brassiere.
“Holy s**t,” he uttered as I saw his hand move.
Is he going to jack off now?
I slowly removed my brassiere, leaving my breasts free and exposed. I bit my lower lip as I walked towards the bed.
“Damn, you make me want to fly over there and take you over and over again,” he muttered as a moan escaped his lips.
I took my phone and positioned it on my face as I lied on the bed. “What do you want me to do then?” I asked.
“Show me your p***y,” he said in a serious tone.
Fear and nervousness were all in my system as I slowly positioned the phone in front of me womanhood. I could hear Porter muttering curses.
“f**k this. Play with yourself, Graziella,” he ordered and I did what I thought I would never do.
I rubbed my clit, mimicking the way I remember his tongue did. I bit my lip as I can slowly feel pleasure from what I am doing.
“Hmmm… I can see you’re already wet, baby…” he uttered as he watched me rub my clit. “Insert a finger…”
I gulped hard and obediently obliged to what he just said.
A moan escaped my mouth as I felt my finger inside my slick hole. I pushed it and pulled it, like what Porter did before.
“Damn it,” he uttered. “Go on, baby. Do it faster…”
I moaned hard as I followed what he told me. I plunged my finger in and out of my hole as fast as I could until I could feel a building sensation in my gut.
I almost squealed when my whole body shuddered because of my release.
“f**k, I want you now, baby. I’ll see you in three days.” He said as he began to show me his huge length.
We’re not yet done. I guess…
***
Author’s note:
Hi! I know some of you are wondering why I am missing these past few weeks. I had a serious situation and I have to be with my family for the time being so I couldn’t find time to update any of my works. Good news, though, I am back and I will be updating more often now. So, see you, lovelies!
Also, if you have time, you can follow me on twitter @FantasticYeoja (I made it today because I couldn’t remember the password of my old twitter account :((( I may post some AUs there too if I can hehe) for more updates. We can also interact there.
So, ciao for now! And enjoy Mr. Dunn and Graziella!
Love you! xx
- Writer
