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Mama

Looking at my baby sleep I felt So sad that I failed her. Mona'e was me all day. I knew how it was to be a young parent with no hustle but in her case all she had to do was go to school and we would of helped her with the baby..

Mona'e baby get up we need to go. I cooed playing in her curly hair.

Umm okay mommy, mommy I'm sorry she cooed. No baby its over lets go to the clinic to get your test done.

We was going to the clinic to get her HIV and STD test done. We agreed for her to get tested because she admitted she was sleeping with different dudes.

Everyday since she been home Pete has been here with her. He seem to be a very good dude but you never know with niggas now of days.

As we exit the house Cedric is standing outside on the phone. What gets me is soon as he see me he hangs up and that pissed me the f**k off. Im 41 now I dont have the time or patients to get played with and this nigga already know that I will leave his dumb ass.

Why you hung the phone up ??I yelled pushing him. We had our own issues beside our kids been f****d all up.

Man Mona aint no body doing s**t. Give me the phone then I yelled. Man no, move he calmly said pushing me out his way. Okay b***h you still want to play?? f**k you I"ll be on all that tonight, f**k boy I yelled pushing him back.

You'll be on What?? Dont worry I bet you want be on s**t but a black eye he said pulling me close to him. No who was on the phone? ? Man, Mann he said showing me the phone. Nigga why the f**k you hung up with Mann that fast??? Man because he is planning something for Shayla but didnt want your big mouth ass saying something he said dialing the number back. Yo nigga she must of came outside? Mann said as soon as he picked up on the other end.

Shut up b***h, you was finna get your best friend killed I yelled as he laugh. Punching him in the chest I gave him his phone.

Me and my daughter will be back I said as he looked at me with a s****l look.

The d**k was better then ever now but Cedric hide the fact that he was back selling dope. Yes this old ass b***h was in the middle of the s**t with our son's. Derrick was selling weed with his werid ass. Derrick was werid because he never had a girlfriend or boyfriend that we saw. I mean nothing. Him and his daddy was on a war path because he swear my boy was gay and he said he ain't raise a gay child.

I mean s**t how do you say that. s**t you got two drug dealers ass sons, niggas pushing more weight then he ever pushed, A stripper daughter and A lil hoe who think I don't know that she is f*****g a married man who's wife was just at the lovely 3400 a month condo we pay a month door about this nigga. So he cant judge my baby, if he is gay so what.

After tAking my daughter to the Doctor she got all her test done. She was afraid and so was I but I knew God got us.

So lets go to lunch I said as she looked at me. Okay momma can we go home and you cook? I just want to be around you please she cooed. Ummm yeah bae, what you want? Some of your famous shrimp salad she cooed looking at me.

Okay boo you got it. We need to go to Publix to get the stuff I told her as we walked across the street to the Publix next the doctors office.

Shopping around, this girl had a bucket full of junk. She always had a habit of eating junk and she didn't gain a pound.

Damn she fine as f**k someone said behind us. I had a ignore game that was so strong a b***h would of thought I was deaf.

Mona'e inherited that to,so we just ignore them and finish shopping. Damn Mona'e you ain't gonna speak. Someone said as we turn around at the same time.

Ahhhhh you so stupid I said looking at Pete and my dumb ass son. Damn mom you so rude Cedric said hugging me as Mona'e hugged Pete

No you are dumb I replied as I watch Derrick come up the hallway with junk in his hand. What yall doing over here? I smiled kissing my baby boy cheeks. Nothing mom taking this boy shopping Cedric said pointing at Derrick. Awww I miss you ,you should let momma come cook for you. I begged. My babyboy moved out two months ago and he didn't even invite me over.

Your food is needed at my place but I dont want dad there and I know you will tell him. No I wouldn't I quickly replied. Come on let me come over today please I begged.

Noooo momma You gonna tell your husband. He said putting his food in my bucket. No I want I will come over cook and go, I promise I said standing in his face ..

Okay momma cool he nonchalantly said as Cedric looked at me.

What did he have to hide????