3 a.m
Peteeeee I moan as he ate me out so good. I told myself I wasn't gonna f**k with him because he knew my family but after a long night at the club and a lil to much to drink I was in his bed screaming for help.
After my momma and I fought ,I was so depress and just needed to get high to feel good. I wasn't gonna take my daughter, I knew I couldn't do for her and I was actually jealous of my momma. I wanted to be like her so bad it was crazy. But I f****d up young and it seem like its so hard to get my life back on track.
After f*****g and sucking Pete's d**k I had to go freshing up.
Soaping my body I cleaned myself so good.
Going through my bag I search for my white girl. Yes I did coke, it was the only drug that made me feel like someone and it took away my pain.
What the f**k? ? Pete said making me jump out my skin.
Damn you a coke hoe? He rudely said knocking my bag out my hands.
Mannn f**k you I replied. I was embarrass but I wasn't gonna let him know that.
Damn you a coke head he replied as I picked my stuff up. Man f**k you I yelled as the shame took over my soul .
Walking out the room he followed me with his phone on me. Please don't recorded me I said as I look at him.
I ain't recording you girl but I am calling your uncle he said looking like he had a f*****g attitude. Nooo please I begged as he video chat with my uncle...
Nah move he said pushing me off him. Please Ill be with you I cried. Naw baby I dont want no powder head. You got good p***y and you sexy as f**k but no thank you he seriously said.
Not knowing what my uncle said I knew he was on his way and Pete was told to keep me there.
You are so wrong why are you getting them in my business? Im grown I yelled as I beat his chest.
Pete was a fine ass nigga. He had dreads,tatts and some sexy lips but I knew he was cocky but for some reason he wanted to cuff my whorish ass and maybe I should of let him. But now I know he ain't gonna f**k with me.
Waiting outside his house he took my keys and bag. I was so scared,I know if my uncle Mann knew anything my momma and daddy did to. Watching my moms white BMW pull up my heart drop.
Looking at me she cried. Walking toward me she looked so perfect in my eyes. My momma was beautiful, smart and a go getter.
Mona'e baby Im so sorry ,my momma cried as she walked up to me. Momma I am sorry I cried as she embrace me in a hug.
Oh my God that hug felt so good. It felt like we never hugged before. My momma aint hug me since I was 15 so you I was loving the moment. Kissing my cheeks she cried.
Im so sorry baby, I dont want you doing no drugs to easy your pain. I know I am the reason why. I want you to come back home momma got you baby she cried as she rubbed my back.
Mommy please help me I cried back as I looked her in the eyes. Baby I promise I got you she whisper kissing my face.
Thank you so much for calling us. I know people may say I'm hard on my babies but I have to because they dont realize how important it is to do right. My momma said as Pete looked at her and my dad rub my back.
Baby girl you coming home with us. You know daddy was on drugs early in mommies and my relationship and she got me off man. Its the best feeling ever to be clean my daddy explain as he is looking me in the face. Yes daddy I cooed burying my face in his chest.
I was embarrass and so sad that I was this far gone that I had to take drugs to feel right.
Listen I only called them because I care bout you baby. Please dont hate me, Pete said hugging me. I was mad at him but now I just thanked him.
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