Everyone I knew in my life called me brave. I didn’t feel so brave as I starred at my door with my feet glued to the floor instead of running after him and begging him to stay. Taking a shower didn’t even take my mind off him. Aware of him staying only a few doors from me almost made me lose my mind. Lying down on my bed, staring at the ceiling and pondering on my decisions. What would my father and mother say if they had to see me push away someone as incredibly wonder as Corbin Williams? A man who lives on honesty, selflessness and who spends time making sure he doesn’t hurt me in any way. Could I honestly still use the rape as an excuse to push him away? What if I have a freak out moment and he thinks that I am crazy? I think my worst fear was truly falling in love with hi