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She was so afraid

Cringe.

I could not exactly do that, i actually found the scene in front of me very cute. Leo's cousin was visiting... with her husband and two bundles of joy. My ears could not keep up, these four year olds were a lot of work. It actually really broke a thought in me that Leona would be a great mother. She was so calm, kind and gentle with the boys. Leona had her way with kids, she was took her time and had total patience for every little thing they did. Like writing on her wall with colored pens or the noise that they made or how they constantly scream whenever they were running down the stairs or the sibling rivalry they had over the smallest of things. She seemed like she actually enjoyed taking care of these two kids that were not even her responsibility and she could easily bail out but she didn't. I told her time and again that i honestly would rather be out doing anything but this. These boys were not exactly the greatest listeners or disciplined. Marissa and Frank could not wait to offload their load of chunk on us.

"Zachary seat down and eat your fuc-" I heaved out a huge sigh sigh when Leona gave me a warning look. Of course not to swear in front of the boys. "Zachary seat down and eat your mashed potatoes." i gave the little blonde boy the most sincere smile, i could muster.

"That's actually Charlie and this is Zach." Leona gave me a sympathetic smile, i simply shrugged. "Whatever their names are."

"Eric, don't be mean.. the boys actually like you. Zach, Charlie don't you like Uncle Rickey?" Leona asked making the two boys stare at me. I don't know.. i suppose, i did not feel comfortable under their gazes. They did not say a word as they just stared at me, staring into my soul. I guess they could tell that i was not a saint or something like that..and it actually kind of bothered me.

"Is it absolutely necessary for them to wear matching clothes like little.." I decided to keep it to myself.

"They're twins and i think matching clothes are really cute." She said giving who she had said was Zach a spoonful of mashed potatoes. One of Marissa's many requests.

"Well, i have no idea what time they will be back and it seems you have it all under control so i'm just going to.."

"You wanted to be a f*****g teacher and now you're chickening out at the sight of just two kids.." Leona teased. I held back a smile.. sometimes whenever she was this thoughtful, oddly it brought a smile on my face. I suppose i loved the thought of her caring about me. I know she did but it felt good to actually witness it. It was in the way her green eyes fluttered whenever she saw me or was around me. It brought back a feeling of home. A distant feeling of the eyes i probably first laid my eyes upon when i was born. My mother's eyes were similarly just like Leona but just a tad bit brighter shade. She had this beautiful unique dimple just above her right cheek. Rather unique because it only came to light whenever she smiled, instead of being on the normal place... right beside her lips that dimple was right below her eye. There were so many things i noticed but never said out loud.

The multiple beauty spots that were all over her body... my favorite would be the one on her neck, it was also her weak spot. The other could only be seen by the only man who had ever eaten her out. Whenever she opened her thighs wide enough for me to explore and fill her up with unforgettable memories.. i had no idea how she felt about the things we did together but i had accepted that i could never erase them; no matter how much i tried. I found pleasure in watching her reaching her point of climax and never in my life had i ever had that type of patience with anyone. I just wanted to stick it in and out. I did not find pleasure in anything else other than that to be honest but this woman looking at me right at this moment with so adoring eyes had shown me a whole new level of pleasure.

"Eric??" Leona called me. I Had to admit, i hated thinking about her and getting lost in thought when she was in front of me. It scared me because i knew how hard it would be being away from her. She had everything and i practically had nothing and no one. Whenever i was with her, she made me feel like her everything was also my everything. She shared with me every aspect of her life and made me feel apart of it. Her friends and family and basically everyone.. it bothered me that it could be out of pity but-

"ERAC ERAC ERAC ERAC.." The twins chanted snapping me out of my daze.

"Are you seriously ignoring us?" Leona asked standing up to put the bowl she was holding, in the kitchen sink.

"ERAC ERAC ERAC ERAC ERAC.." The little buggers continued jumping on the couch, chanting my name, they did it with so much passion, so much passion to piss the s**t out of me.

"SHUT UP!!!" I finally replied, they stopped for a minute and just stared at me before looking at each other then continuing.

"SHUT UP, SHUT UP, SHUT UP."

"Eric! Look what you have done now. The next thing you know they will be saying that to everyone." She said clearly frustrated, with me. I felt bad, nothing made me feel bad ever but she always managed to knock my conscience right where it belonged. I actually felt bad, i did not liking disappointing her and that's not something that ever bothered me before i met her.

"Sorry.." I muttered under my breath. I know she didn't hear me and i never bothered saying it again, i could never say that twice. The first time was already embarrassing. Well because the twins were running and jumping around right after eating. I dread the scene that happened next right in front of me. Leona was trying to get them to come take their juice but Zach (i think or Charlie) abruptly regurgitated the food that he was being forced to eat. I wasn't a fan of mashed potatoes either, bud!

"Oh goodness no, Zachary do not touch anything. NO NO NO, CHARLIE GO THERE DON'T TOUCH ZACH. NO, NOT THAT.." Leona practically had a break down in front of the boys who seemed so amused by getting some sort of reaction from their dramatic aunt. I held back my laughter, walking over to where the mess was situated, i removed Zachary's clothing leaving him in his underwear. Leona seemed like she didn't know where to actually start. The bath was where we were suppose to start, obviously!

"Stay still, bud." I only said bud because i wasn't quite sure of his name. It was confusing but they were practically identical and soon enough, i would know.

"No, leave those on." I told the other boy who just giggled with his twin as they shivered a bit.

Leona stood a bit far from the mess, i was thankful that the other twin didn't puke in my face or on my boots. I could tell by the sneer on Leo's face that she was irked out. It made me chuckle to myself.

"Having second thoughts about your so called baby fever?" I asked as i made both boys seat on the other side of the couch in their spiderman undies as i cleaned up. I wasn't disgusted, being someone who was once or still may be Bulimic; this had become some sort of a reality. I got s**t for it, back at the foster house. They said i did it for attention or i forced myself or i was a spoiled brat who could not handle the food that wasn't of the 'extravagant' lifestyle. Gladly, Debby was there and she always defended me. I didn't like thinking about it but my thoughts always somehow stumbled back to that place.

"No.." She paused. "I'm still going to have my cute kids, it will all be worth it." A smile graced her lips and it was contagious.. so contagious i found my lips softly curling up. I immediately cleared my throat and gave her a cringe.

"Well, i have to warn you. Nick doesn't look like he has the greatest genes!" I just had to say, to piss her off and it did.

She rolled her eyes.

"Boys, go upstairs.. i will be right up. Grab your toys too alright?"

"We play water?" One of the twins asked and Leona nodded making them scream as they ran off quickly. I didn't like this, ever since they came Leona was giving them more attention than me. I felt oddly jealous of these four year olds. I couldn't wait for their arses to go to sleep.

I finished cleaning up as they 'played water'

In about twenty minutes, Leo had dressed them up in their pajamas getting them ready for bed. Figured, i might as well just do the dishes since there wasn't much to do. Chores were the main thing, i had been taught well at the foster home. Everyone had a task and if it wasn't done, you shouldn't expect any food. My pride and bitterness was big enough to make me stick with that rather than stay with Marino and his family in Spain. Either way, my step mother wouldn't have been very welcoming after the stunt i had pulled. Getting Marino detained and all sorts of stuff, i don't really like thinking about. Once i was done, i went to check on the boys and they were sleeping soundly. It was nearly ten pm and i was wondering where Leo was. We had the whole house to ourselves and i wasn't going to waste that opportunity. Leona's parents had gone to an overnight conference with Marrissa and Frank in Washington.

I quietly entered Leo's room and she wasn't there so i figured she was in her bathroom because i could hear the water running and soft humming. I leaned against door frame to her bathroom, watching her undress... i was immediately turned on. I had figured a while back even if she had her clothes on my d**k would still stand up. Just the thought of her smiling back at me had my thoughts running wild. She felt my presence making her turn around to look at me. I knew she would shout at me and chase me out. My eyes traveled to the pink plump buds of her n*****s that stood tall and perky. My throat felt dry, i felt as if she had never ever in her life had s*x with me, i wanted more, i felt starved. My eyes traveled to the tattoo on her lower abdomen and i could only catch a short glimpse of it as her black lace panties covered the other half. She never once explained what it meant but i liked it a lot maybe only on her.

She had not shaved, i could tell through her lace panties. She was obviously so innocent thinking that absolutely nothing would happen between us. I told myself that too until i found myself jerking of to the images we took at the hotel. I found myself looking at them before i slept, wondering what this foreign unfamiliar feeling was. The chances of nothing happening between Leona and i were quite low. We could both pretend that there was nothing there and torture each other or just accept that there was and enjoy it while it lasts. The more we run away from this pull between us; the more it became undeniably stronger.

"You have a puke stain." She said trying to suddenly hide her breasts away from me. A genuine smile graced my lips as i thought about how, i had been with her twice and she still did this. She had no idea the things she did to me.. absolutely no idea-

"I was going to shower but figured we could save water.." I said softly but my voice came out as husky. It just had to because of the uncomfortable feeling i had in my jeans.

She blushed, i smirked.

"That's very unnecessary.." She stepped back only making me step forward until she hit the tiled wall. I had been yearning for this even for a second. Her forest green eyes showed conflict and lust.

"Why do we keep doing this, Leona?" I asked her.

"Doing what?" She nervously replied, i could tell that she knew exactly what i was talking about.

"Going back and forth."

"I'm just really tired, can we talk about this tomorrow.." She tried brushing it off but i wouldn't let her so i was done talking. I abruptly sealed her lips lips with mine. It was a soft kiss. She didn't respond as she tried to push me away but she immediately melted into my embrace.

"Leona.." I whispered against her lips. She was breathless as i had my arms wrapped around her.

"I know, i could potentially break your heart... thats why you keep putting this distance between us. It's just torture honestly.." i breathed out, I could tell that she was out of words with what i had just done. This kiss was different.. we both felt it.

"We could just avoid all that hurt by keeping... this distance." She reasoned, i knew she had a point and she was trying really hard to push me away but i wouldn't allow it. "It's just lust, i know." She said again and i heaved a sigh keeping her firm body against mine, i looked down right into her eyes hoping she would listen to me just this once.

"I'm well aware of what lust is Leona and this isn't it."

She turned her eyes to look away from me.

"What are you so afraid of?" I questioned.

"Nothing, Eric my water is becoming cold." She shivered under my gaze.

"I don't ever want to always wonder what this was and not know or regret not pursing it. I know what i feel when i am close to you even when you aren't with me. Can we give this a try? I'm not saying give me your full trust but i'm just saying can we figure out what this really is between us. I'm willing to give this idea a chance. This idea of yours that you may marry and have a couple of kids. I'm willingly to be open minded about it if it means you will give this a try. I don't want to leave this place, leave you without knowing.."

i had no idea what had made me feel this spontaneous telling myself i would be willing to throw away all my bad thoughts and actually have a f*****g kid and put a ring on her finger and claim this woman as mine and only mine.

"Please Leona don't pretend you don't feel anything at all.." I was practically desperate and begging. She only responded by laying her soft lips against mine and right there, i knew that this was something we both wanted and i did not regret it. I never regretted anything we both did from the first time we met. My only regret was wasting time thinking this feeling would go away...

It didn't.

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