What are you doing? I questioned myself. What am I doing. This isn't like me. Running away from my responsibilities, hiding away from problems...I never did that. No matter how hard it was. I would always stand my ground. I would always fight through it. But now..as I lay in my bed, in the middle of the night, I can't seem to shake away the feeling of guilt and regret. I should have opened the door. I should have let him in and talked to him. Or at least, I should have just been with him. The pain we both felt, it simply wasn't worth it. But my pride and dignity as I woman wouldn't let me... Get rid of it. My wolf keeps on popping in and out. Annoyed and angry. It just keeps on talking and I keep on ignoring. Because I know that...she's right. That pride of yours is not what