Traitor In Their Midst

“Stop it Ellie ! You had a very nasty accident and this is not doing you any you good.” I give a hysterical laugh tears flooding into my eyes. “Let go off me ! “I said making myself tight and hostile but he simply ran his hand down my back warm against my skin, until I gasped and looked at him with more pleading than outrage.   “Not yet,” he murmured. “I am back Ellie.” “And I am an easy tart.”   It hurt real badly. I knew all about his women. I knew a long time back but he had always been my friend until those last few days. “Why not?’ You are conveniently close by and in any case I thought you everything you know and your brothers have already told me to take charge of your life and teach you the wants and needs of man. You were always hooked to me Ellie and you can't compare me to Troy  as I have more experience then him. There is no comparison none. He cupped my face and kissed me aggressively I was falling, spilling like a leaf my breathing shallow, inadequate and still he held me impeccably his mouth moving over mine searching for more and more response until my leg just gave away and I signed completely against him . Please Gray !  when he lifted his head a little I begged and he look down at me mockingly holding me still tightly against him. "You said that before to but you weren’t pleading to be free."  It brought back all the humiliation, great deep shame and I pulled free forcing my trembling legs to hold me up right. I hate you ! “No you don't,” he said seductively .” I am an addiction for you Ellie. I've always been right from child to women you are still hooked quite obviously mine. But you don’t trust me because of my affair with Patricia, so be it. But since I was the one who guided you all the way long. I will be the last one to finish it so that you can get over me forever.”