I Have Fallen In Love With A Man On The Run (Completed)

The Man I Love

I woke up with a bad headache.Well,it was obvious,we both had a passionate time last night.He didn't murder anyone last night.I could tell that by his behavior.Maybe he was occupied in some business issues.

Alan was still sleeping and I was in his arms.I placed a kiss on his forehead and went to the bathroom to freshen up.

It was the weekend.I thought of making something special.I went to the kitchen,prepared some eggs,brown bread and peanut butter.Alan always loved espresso so I made some espresso for him alongside with some pancakes and waffles.

I set up the table and went to the room to check whether Alan woke up or not.It was 11 am and I thought he was pretty tired from last night too so I sat beside him and massaged his forehead.

After 15 minutes he woke up and looked at me with a frown.

"Good Morning,master." I said jokingly.He gave me a confused look.

"Come on,I am joking." I said as I punched him lightly on the arms.

As usual,he got up and went to the bathroom without talking to me.Then,I went back to the living room,sat on the couch and I was resting my arm on the hand of the couch.I had a headache so I was massing my head normally.

"Are you feeling sick?" A voice made me open my eyes as I saw Alan standing behind the couch.

"No.I prepared breakfast for you.Come on,let's eat." I said as I pulled his hands.

"I won't have breakfast." 

"Why?" I said sadly.

"I have to go out."

"No,it's the weekends.You can stay." I replied,not wanting him to go.

He looked at me with no expression but that face scared me.I looked down and said,

"Yes,nevermind." I faked a smile and went towards the table to threw away the foods I've prepared.

"Why are you throwing them?" He asked from the behind.

"You said you won't have breakfast." I said in a 'damn-care' way and rolled my eyes.

"You don't show your attitude in front of me."

"And don't throw them,I will eat." He said as he pulled a chair and sat down.I sat in front of him as I watched him eat.I took some on my plate too.

"These are delicious,Stace.You have magic in your hands.

"Thank you." I said as I blushed.

We ate our breakfast and he sat on the couch watching the television.I was cleaning the table and doing the dishes as he spoke from the living room,

"You watched Lucifer,huh?" 

"Um,yes." I replied back.

"Come here,baby girl." He called out.I got a bit scared as I thought he was going to scold me or something.However,I went to him.

"Sit down." He said as he pointed me to sit beside him.I sat down and he moved my hair from my face and tucked them behind my ears.

''You don't learn,do you?" He asked with a devious smile.I remained silent.

"Why did you call me that night?" He asked as he put me on his lap and rested his head on my chest.

"I--I was worried about you.I thought some-something happened to you?"

"And how would you feel if someone shot me to death or stabbed me or even the police gave me a death sentence?" He asked with a crooked smile.

My heartbeat fastened upon hearing what he said.My face turned into a frown and tears filled up my eyes.I lowered my head so he didn't see it.

"I can hear your heartbeat fa--hey,you are,are you crying?" He asked as he cupped my face.

"No I--I will protect you.I will change you and--and I would rather take a bullet in my chest than seeing you in the slightest amount of pain." I said like a little baby.He kissed me and smiled.

"Where were you that night? I know you didn't kill anyone." 

"Oh?I was in a club that night.I slept with some beautiful women.Oh!What a wonderful night that was!" He said as he was laughing and he looked pretty cheerful.

"Oh..." I trailed off.

"It was so fun,you know,there was this blonde girl.She came to me and said--" He started with his stories.

"Okay!That's enough story for today." I said as I was about to get up from his lap but he grabbed my waist and made me sit on his lap.

He put his chin on my shoulders as his lips touched my neck,"Is someone jealous?" He said as he smiled like a devil.His hot breath ran through my neck and it electrocuted my spine.

"Why would I be jealous?" I tried to speak like a woman.

"It looks like that to me." He laughed.

"Well you are wrong."

''I am never wrong,baby girl."

"Well there was no blonde girl,no night club and no sleeping with anyone." He said which surprised me.

"But you said--" He cut me off saying,

"No baby girl.I don't f**k everyone."

"Then why me?" I asked innocently.

" 'Cause you are my slut,baby.Only mine." His words made me blush.

"Your song you were playing that day.It was beautiful." He said as he caressed my cheeks.

''Why do you love me so much? I am way too old for you." He laughed.

"You don't know my age." I protested.

"I don't know.Uh,maybe november,december 25th 1999?" He said and I looked at him,surprised.

''How--Oh you must have researched my background." I said.

"And how old are you mister?" I said as I ran my fingers through his hair.

"Have a guess." He replied.

"You,you are 27-28,yes,not more than that." I said.

"Well you are not even close." He said.

"Oh,you must be 60 or 70 years then." I joked.He laughed and kissed me on the lips.

"Come one,tell me how old you are." I asked impatiently.

"I am 31,baby." He said with a smile.

"What?No,no,you're lying." I said.

"What makes you think I am lying?" He asked as his hands went inside my clothes.

"You look so young and handsome,and-and so hot." I said whatever was in my heart.

He looked directly into my eyes with a smile.He didn't stop staring which made me blush and I looked somewhere else,

''Do you mind looking somewhere else?"

"Like your--" I cut him off,

"Yeah,no."

He laughed and then kept kissing me.

"Alan," I said slowly.

''You can change and see you are changing."

"I can't change.'' He replied angrily.

"Alan,the purpose of my life is to change you."

"Well,good luck on that."

"You're special,Alan."

"No honey,I am just a serial-killer and you are just a delusional woman.

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A few more weeks passed by.Alan's habit of murdering people was slowing down.In a week,he would probably hunt them 2 nights.In the early days,he used to murder people every 7 days a week.He is changing and that's all that matters to me.

Tonight was one of those nights,when he would kill people.I decided to follow him tonight.

Nightfall came and Alan returned from office.He hugged and kissed me then got ready to chase humans.He exited the house and I followed him while a guard stopped me,

"Milady,you are not allowed to go outside."

"Do you even know who you are talking to,you ungrateful bastard.If I tell Alan that you inquired me while I stepped outside,you will most likely lose your job and definitely lose your life."

"I am sorry,milady.You may proceed."

I scared the hell out of him.I took a cab and told the driver to follow Alan's car.He kept a safe distance so that Alan doesn't notice us.

When we entered the forest,I got out of the cab and let him go.I didn't want someone to know what was Alan doing.I walked a long way as I saw a woman in her thirties and a little child around the age of 5 or 6.

Alan tied both of them and tortured them.He was a monster.I cried while seeing this.Is this the man I've been sleeping with.Is this the man I love?

The scream of the child echoed in my ears.When Alan was about to stab the lady,I rushed towards them and shouted,''Alan,NO!" but I was too late.He already stabbed her but I could save the child.

I rushed and carried the child.

"Don't you dare! I will kill you too,Give me the child!" He screamed like a monster.

"Kill me.There is no way I am giving you the child." I shouted back at him.

The mother of the child spoke her last words,"Please keep my baby safe,promise me."

"I promise,I will keep him safe forever.I will protect and love him like my child."

"My baby," The lady spoke to the baby."Always remember mommy loves you more than anything." She said and exited this universe.

"How dare you!" Alan rushed to me and I dropped the child off my arms.Alan stabbed me with his sharp knife.Blood rushed out of my stomach.Everything around me turned black.

I woke up in a hospital bed.The pain in my stomach was horrible.I was crying loudly when Alan came in alongside with some doctors.I screamed when I saw Alan,"No,no!"

The doctor looked at Alan and said,"I think she is traumatized from the attack."

"Thank you." Alan said and shook hands with the doctor.

''There is some bad news in for you,Miss Stacey." I was crying so bad that I wasn't in the mood to listen to anything.

"The pain you are suffering from,you lost a child." He said.

"What!" Alan screamed.I couldn't take this anymore.I passed out.

I woke up and saw Alan sitting beside me,holding my hands and crying.

"YOU f*****g MONSTER!" I said to him.

"YOU KILLED MY CHILDREN,YOU TRIED TO KILL ME!"

"Stacey,I didn't mean to--" He cried as he tried to explain himself.

"Stacey,I didn't kill Tobey." 

"Who's Tobey?"

"The boy you--" I cut him off

''Where's he?WHERE'S HE?'' I screamed.

"Calm down.He is at home."I"Take me to him!"

"Stacey,I cannot--'' 

"Shut up and take me home!"

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After Alan talked with the doctor,Stacey was discharged as her wound wasn't that deep.

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We rode in Alan's car.I hated him more than ever.When I arrived,I rushed and saw Tobey eating ice-cream and watching cartoons.

"Are you my mommy?" He asked me.

''Yes,baby,I am your mommy." I said as I hugged him and cried,thinking about the child that I lost.

''Dad?" Tobey called out to Alan.

"Yes,baby?" Alan stood on his knees and hugged him.

I avoided touching Alan and I gave him a disgusted look.I got up and felt the pain,"Ah!Ouch." I cried.

"Stacey,baby!" He immediately held me. 

"Don't touch me,b***h!" I said as I carried Tobey and put him to sleep.I laid him in a room close to ours and he slept peacefully.I kissed his forehead and went to change.When I came back I saw Alan preparing dinner.

He saw me and said,"Please Stacey don't refuse."

I was hungry so I sat on the table and finished the food.It was delicious but it tasted like garbage in my heart.

"Baby,I know there is nothing I can do.Please forgive me." He pleaded.

"You are an evil maniac,motherfucking bastard! You are a monster,you heartless human!You never cared for me.All you did was took advantage of me.You deserve every bad thing that happens with you.You deserve to go to hell!"

"Please,Stacey,tell me anything.I will do anything." He begged.

''Don't ever kill anyone again." I stated.

"No,I can't do that.You know--"

"Then I have my answer,Alan."

"No Stacey,please."

"Okay,I agree." Alan agreed.I knew it's gonna be hard but he has to stop doing this.

I got up from the chair and Alan stood in front of me.

"Can I kiss you?" He asked as he grabbed my hands.

"You are a devil,you don't deserve me." I said and I went to the bed to sleep.

At around 2 am I woke up and saw Alan wasn't beside me.I got up to check whether he went to murder again or not.To my surprise,he was sitting in the white couch of the huge balcony which was located on the west wing of the house.He was smoking and his face was swollen up.I went and sat beside him because no matter what,I still loved him from the core of my heart.

"Alan." I whispered as I touched his hands which were ice cold.

"Come inside,you will catch cold."

"It doesn't matter right?" He whispered in a low tone.

"Alan."

"I am a monster." He said.

"This is not the time to discuss anything.Come inside." I said as I pulled his hands.

"Stacey." He whispered as he stood up.

He cupped my face and said,"Do you remember when I said that I will not be able to protect you from the monster I am,this was what I meant." Tears ran through his cheeks.I wiped them and said,

"Alan,no."

"Stacey,I will sacrifice myself for you.Just give me a chance." His voice trembled.

"Alan." He cut me off.

"No,Stacey,you have to--" 

''ALAN!" I screamed.

"I saw you killing humans.I fell in love with the devil you are.I am willing to stay with you no matter what happens.I will love you even if you don't love me."

"Baby...I--" I didn't let him continue.I hopped on him and kissed him hard.When he kissed me back.It really felt like he was my Alan,The man I love and will always love.