He's The Angel and He's The Devil
921 Words
I woke up in his room.I've never been so afraid in my life like I was yesterday.
What happened yesterday,destroyed my entire existence.
"Oh someone's awake." Alan said.He just wore a half-pant and nothing on his body.His masculine figure made me want to devour him but I looked away.
I can't fall for him again.
He sat beside me and said,''Do you want breakfast?" I was indeed hungry but I was so scared and traumatized that I didn't want to eat.
I nodded my head as a 'no'
''Well,you have to." He said as he went outside the room.He doesn't even care about me.All he cares about is my body.
He entered the room with a huge tray and my reaction was somewhat like,"What the--"
''Eat." He said as he placed the tray in front of me.It reminded of how Tobey said that Alan made him breakfast and I replied that he never makes me breakfast.Tears ran down my eyes as I smiled looking at it.
"Stacey..." Alan called out.
"Yes? I am sorry.I was just."
''What?" he asked me
''It's just that one time I asked Tobey that who made you breakfast and he said you did." I laughed while telling him the story.
"I have some videos of him in my phone.Come here,let me show you." I said excitedly,forgetting that nothing were the same.
Alan just stared at me with a blank expression.
"Never mind." I said when I realized my behavior.
"Show me." He said as he sat beside me and closer to me.
The first video showed that how Tobey and Alan were playing together.It was the cutest thing on earth.
The second video was taken by the front camera.We three were in the video.Tobey kissed me and said,"I love you mommy."Then he laughed like an innocent little creature.After that Alan kissed me on the lips saying,"I love mommy too."
He said it.How come I've never realized it?
In that video,Alan and I were mostly kissing and hugging each other.He looked at me.
I looked down to avoid seeing him.
"I f****d up." He whispered.
"I f****d up bad." He said as he left the room.Where is he going?
"Alan!" I called him from behind.I could barely walk.My pain down there was too much to handle.
"Stacey,eat your food.I am coming back within an hour." He said and left.
I came back to the room and ate the food as I was very hungry.The food was delicious.I never knew Alan could cook so well.
I waited for Alan to come back.It wasn't long,he came back without any expression on his face.
''Alan?'' I called him.
"Stacey..." He sat closer to me.
"I want to tell you something."
"Yes?'' I responded.Fear increased inside me.
''Not here." He said.
"Then where?" I asked.He looked at me without saying anything because I knew what he was talking about.
"No,Alan,no.I am afraid of that place.I am afraid of you.Please no." I said.
"I need you to trust me.I will not hurt you I promise." He said as he put his hand on my cheeks.
"Alan..." I whispered.
"Trust me." He said and he held me by my waist as I was afraid.I couldn't deny his charms.My heart could not resist his handsomeness.
He opened the door like he did earlier.As the door opened I closed my eyes and hid my face in his chest.
"It's okay.Open your eyes and see it." He whispered.I was too afraid of this place,it was a hell.
"Please trust me." He said as I opened my eyes slowly.I was dumb-founded by what I saw.There were many workers working there.They were putting down the s*x toys and the whole place was renovating.
"What is this?'' I asked him.
"This will be our place.Only us.When we will have kids,they will be forbidden to come to this place because we can enjoy our times here.I am renovating this room into a large bedroom where all the supplies will be there.It will never be the same."
"Alan I--" I was about to speak.
"You may never forgive me for what I did yesterday but I will try everything to make it up to you."
"Alan,kids? What-what are you talking about?" I asked him as I couldn't understand him.
''Miss Stacey Brandt,I love you.Will you marry me?" He knelt and took out a diamond ring from his pocket.
"Alan,I--" I cried.I loved him.There is no denying that I didn't.I loved him and he loved me too.I don't care who he was or what he was.All I knew that he was my everything and I'd sacrifice myself a million times just to save him.
"Yes!" I said as I leaned and kissed him.
He carried me to his bedroom in the bridal style.He put me on the bed and kissed my lips,necks,shoulders,giving me hickeys everywhere.
He looked at me silently.
"I am sorry." He said
"Alan,I can't believe you said you love me." I said as I teased him.He laughed upon hearing me.
"I love you Stacey.I really do.I'd give away my entire life just to love you one more day." He said.
"I thought you said you will never love me." I said.
"Maybe I've loved you all along,I was just too blind too see it." He said.
"I can't wait to be the wife of Alan Braxton.The dream of every woman.Oh GOD!" I laughed in happiness.
"Only you can love me truly,Stacey.That's why I love you." He said as he placed a kiss on my lips.
I looked at him passionately.I wondered whether I made the right decision or not but it also felt like I made the best decision in my life.
"I really wish we could've s*x but right now you are sore so bad luck." he joked as he gave a funny expression on his face.I laughed and I kissed him.
"I love you,Alan."
"I love you too."
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