He opened the door with his fingerprint.When did he change the pin code lock?
The door opened and it was just a normal silent room.He pulled me inside and locked that door.There was a table with some papers and files on it.He pushed me on the couch and he opened the drawer.He took out something but I couldn't see it until he came close to me.
It was handcuffs.
What's gonna happen with me today?
He put his hand under the sofa and the large book shelf turned open like a door.I was so scared seeing this.Where is this place?
How come I've never seen this place?
This is the reason why he forbade me to come inside this room.It was his Lair.
He cuffed my hand and pushed me inside the dark room.The door slowly closed and I could see anything.There was no light,no air,no sound,nothing.
I heard the sound of switch clicking.A yellow chandelier turned on.
I looked around.It was a huge hall.
The size of this room was like a ballroom.The ceiling was high.The walls were engraved in ancient designs.The room was blood red in color.There were only golden lights.On the walls,there were hundreds of s*x equipments.
Under the huge golden chandelier,there was a large bed,very large.It had red sheets and red pillows.It also had a red duvet.
I stood up from the ground and turned back to Alan.
"You..." I said as I broke down.
"Please,no..."
He stood in front of me like a king.
He sat and faced me."You thought I would let you go so easily?"
"No,Alan.'' I begged.It was just Alan now.I realized that I fell in love with the devil and the devil inside of him loved me too.His actual self never did.
This was him.
I was so scared that I couldn't breathe.
He carried me and threw me on the bed.He opened every piece of clothing I had on me.Then,he tied my hands to the bed.
"Please don't hurt me." I said innocently.He looked at me.I could see the pain in his eyes.He didn't want to hurt me because deep down,he loved me.
He started mounting on me.It hurt everytime he goes inside of me.It was very big that's why.He sucked my clit hard and rough.When he saw that I was moaning,he choked me hard.He choked me almost to death.He laid me on my stomach and whipped me.No one can imagine the pain of being whipped.
He experimented on me with various s*x toys until I was unconscious.
When I woke up,he still didn't stop.There was blood all over my legs.I was paralyzed at that moment.After several hours,he stopped.He untied my hands and laid over me.
My eyes were swollen and red from crying for so many hours.I didn't have any energy left inside me.It felt like I was going to die.All I was,was a worthless body.
I closed my eyes and I hoped to die.
I woke up after a several hours.I was traumatized and weak.I saw Alan sitting beside me.Fear increased when I saw him.He looked at me with no regrets.
"Please,I want to go home.''
"Do you remember when you said 'there is no going back' the first time you met me?'' He asked.
"Please,I beg you.Just let me die." I cried.
"Not so easily." He whispered in my ear.
"What do you want from me? If you want to play with my body,there are millions of women out there!" i said.
"I want you." He said.
"You are a monster!" I shouted in his face.
''Oh that I am."
"I can't believe that you-you are the same person with whom I spent my last 2 years with."
Then he looked at me.
''You are not going home until you recover." He said without looking at me.
"Let me call and tell my dad,he will be worried." I said.
''Your daddy huh? He was the one who was calling you the whole day?"
"What? He did?'' I asked.He threw my phone at me.I opened it and there was 64 missed calls and 45 messages.I called him back.
"Dad?''
"Where are you Stacey!" He said.
"I am at a friend's place."
"Why weren't you answering your calls?"
"We were having fun so I didn't notice.''
''Are you okay?''
"Yes,dad.''
"Did you drink?"
"No dad."
"Come home dear.I was worried sick."
"I will come home after a few days.I'll stay at my apartment."
"Fine."
I cut the line.
"You've learned how to lie huh?"Alan asked.I didn't respond to him.After what happened today,I'll never be able to love him the same.
"Talk to me." He said as he lifted his right brow.
''Don't you miss how we were a month ago?" I asked with tears.
"No." He said.It was clear that he was lying.My place in his life was incomplete.No matter what.He wanted me close to him.
"I don't expect you to." I said.
"Don't you miss the person you used to be?" I said.He looked at me silently.
"No,I don't."
I just cried upon hearing him.
Everything in this environment was suffocating me.I was very sore from what happened today.
"I didn't kill Tobey,Stacey.'' He said.
I looked at him.He wasn't lying.He was with me that night.Tobey's murder also occured that night.It was impossible for Alan to do so.
He suffered a whole month for no reason.I let him suffer for no reason.However,he shouldn't have raped me.He made me suffer because I made him suffer.He returned me the pain I've given him,but in his own way.
I can never love him again.
I just wanted to recover quickly so I can go home and start a new life.
The chapter of Alan in my life must be over.
I fell asleep with all these thoughts inside my mind.
In the middle of the night,I screamed and cried,"Please don't hurt me.I beg you,please."
I was awoken by Alan,"Shh."
''I'm here."He held me tight in his embrace as he patted my back.
"I--I." I couldn't speak.I needed air.
"Shh,it's okay.Everything is okay now.''He said as he kissed my cheeks and gave me a glass of water to drink.It felt like I was safe,even though I wasn't.
He acted like the old Alan,my Alan.
"Please don't hurt me." I said to him.
"Shh,It's okay.I won't." He put me back to sleep as he rubbed my chest. to decrease the fear in my heart.
He was the nightmare.
How can he decrease my fear for him?