Chapter Eleven
Please… Let Me Try Again
This brings up a question I used to see quite often on the internet: “Does real life interfere with D/s, or does D/s interfere with real life?” Well, it’s now my experience that real life issues such as illness definitely throw a cog in the works of D/s. But there is no reason why I couldn’t have told Master that I was slowly sinking into complete exhaustion and that I no longer had the physical capability to serve him as I had only a few weeks before. I didn’t communicate. I expected him to know exactly how I was feeling day to day, as if he had taken the Develop Your Psychic Abilities course offered in the back of a magazine. (They’re free, you know. Just pay shipping and handling and a processing fee.)
In the bedroom I, of course, remained en
