I was only two hours away and I'm going to leave the kids, and as the time got closer and closer my chest ached even more as if I just wanted to cry. I was restless and hesitant, but I had no other choice. Maybe the twins noticed the stark I look at them with a sad smile in their eyes. They quickly ran towards me and gave me a big hug and smile. "Mom, why are you sad? Did we do something wrong?" Ayesha asked. I turned my head at what she said. I didn't even tell the kids that I was leaving and I would leave them to Trina. It's because I am was so scared of their reaction that I couldn’t tell them at the moment. What if they won't let me leave? "Oh! No, nothing has been done wrong now. Uhm, mommy was just thinking so that's it," I lied to them. I could see in their eyes that they were