Blaire's POV
As I slammed the door shut against his face, I lean against it. I can't believe he's finally arrived. I could hear him knocking on the door, pleading with me to listen to him out.
"I know you don't want to see me but please give me a chance to explain myself. Please love, open the door and just hear me out," he said as he knocked on the door.
A part of me wanted to hear him out, but another part of me didn't. I should be relieved that he's here,, but all I feel is rage and disappointment, anger and pain because of what he did.
" Love, please just give me a chance to explain myself and I promise I will leave. I know you are there. Just hear me out. " he knocked on the door.
My eyes well up with tears. " Please go," I begged. "Leave, Sac."
" I am not leaving until you hear me out, love," he stated adamantly.
" Suit yourself then, " I said angrily, storming into my room because I knew I wouldn't be able to take it if I sat in the living room.
It didn't take long for the rain to transform into an endless symphony of droplets hitting the window panes and rooftops as random gusts of wind whistled carrying various articles.
As the rain pours down heavily, I pace back and forth in my room, worried and concerned for him.
As lightning illuminated the sky and a great thud of thunder boomed throughout the cold rain, the wind began to blow harder.
Stop worrying about him, Blaire. He had to have protected himself from the rain. What happens if he doesn't? With the rain falling so heavily, there's no way he's standing at the door.
I sigh as I walk out of my room and towards the door.
He must have left, I'm sure. I thought to myself as I pushed the front door open slightly, and I was surprised to see him standing in the rain, shivering.
He, too, was surprised to see me. " Haven't I told you to leave?" I demanded angrily.
But what he did next made me shock but did not show it to him. He knelt down in front of me. Tears glisten in his eyes, which I can only see because of how red his eyes turn despite the rain.
" Love, please forgive me. I know I messed up. I know I was wrong and I'm truly sorry for what I did. I'm such a asshole for doing such thing." He said, his voice trembling.
When I look into his brown eyes, I feel like I'm going to cry. Tears threaten to well up in my eyes. Anger-fueled tears. My heart breaks seeing him in this state because I am angry at myself.
I looked away. I can't bear to see him that way. It melts my anger.
" For the last time, leave." I yelled angrily as I wiped my tears away.
" No, just let me be like this," he insisted.
"I told you. I am not gonna hear out your lies, Isaac. I won't be fooled again by you. I won't let you broke me into pieces again and tear me apart like what you did. Enough is enough, Isaac. Now leave."
" Just let me explain myself," He said raking his fingers through his wet hair. " I am so sorry, Blaire I didn't mean to hurt you. It was all a misunderstanding. It was mom."
I scoffed to what he said. Reasons again. Everytime we get into a fight. He always reason out his mom..
I look at him with nothing but anger.
" Misunderstanding ?" I choked in tears. "Spending a night with some woman and f**k with her when you knew you had a girlfriend is not a misunderstanding, Isaac. It was you're choice. You wanted it and you liked what.you did. And everytime we argue because of something you always reason your mom. Why? Because she doesn't like me? You should have just told me if you want to end that f*****g relationship of us that you ruined because of that so f*****g called misunderstanding of yours. Why do you have to hurt me like this? Why? Why ?? Why???" I said as tears spilled down my eyes.
"No. No. It's not like that. Please, I know I was such a fool. But I'm telling you the truth. Love, dont be like this. I love you. You know you're the only woman I love." He said as he tries to held my hand but I shook it off.
"Stop with your lies, Isaac. I'm done with you. If this what you and your mother wants the man fine. I'm not gonna argue with your family anymore if they don't like em for you. You don't deserve me anyways. You don't deserve to be love because of how much of a cheater you are." I look away as my tears keep running down my cheeks.
Saying those words to him pains me. God knows how much I don't want to say it. But the pain that he cause made me said those words. And I know I'm gonna regret this decision of mine.
I look at him when I didn't hear anything from him. He's saying nothing. He was just looking down on his feet. But then he held up his head and look at me. His expression change and I was taken aback from it.
Pain was not showing in his voice eyes anymore but more like a satisfaction. I swallow as I turn to face him with teary eyes.
So this was it? He really did mean it? He did on purpose? For what? What was the reason for it? So that he can leave me?
I saw him grin and for that, I gave him a heavy slap which made him look tye other side and caused his cheeks to become red. He smirked after recovering from my hard slap.
"Was that all?" He mockingly ask.
"Asshole. I really regret the days that I had spent with you. I hate you!" I sreamed in anger.
He just laughed at me mockingly. "Yeah, whatever! So what? Well, the years we spent together was fun after all. I bet you enjoyed it as I am. You were such a great lover too. But too bad, you found out. Tsk tsk." He put both of his hands on his pocket then look at me from head to toe. "Look how much you change while being in a relationship with me. If you had just forgive me then I would even made you a queen."
Anger consumed me. "You freak! I hope you rot in hell asshole! f**k you! Don't you ever come back here and don't you f*****g show your face to me. You liar and cheating asshole." I cursed and turned my back on him and went back inside my house. Leaving him outside the heavy rain.
My tears then burst out when I reached the sofa. I slammed myself into it and cried.
So he really meant it. Did he really love me? Just even once? Or it was just a game for him?
Thinking of it makes me die in pain. I never expected it like that. I was such a fool for believing him that I was the one. That he really love me.
And that's a big lesson for me. Never be fooled again. Because once is enough, and twice is too much. Never again.