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Chapter 19
I placed my lips on her lips, gauging her reaction, checking her response. This is so unlike me. Considering how arouse I am I should be ravishing her mouth right now, ripping off her panties and plunging into her.
Yet, her I am, savoring her lips as if I am memorizing every contours and shape of her lips. Hindi naman ako emotional lover but somehow I wanted our first s*x to be memorable. Damn it! Kapag nalaman ng mga kaibigan, pinsan o ng mga karelasyon ko ang pinag iisip ko, paniguradong walang katapusang pang aasar ang mararanasan ko. Mabuti na lang at hindi pa naiimbento ang technology na magbobroadcast ng thoughts ng mga tao.
Isa pa, kelan ko pa gustong ibaon sa memorya ko ang isang s****l experience? Yeah, gusto kong magbaon. Magbaon ng magbaon pero kahit kailan hindi ko pinangarap na maging unforgettable memory ang first s****l i*********e namin ng asawa ko.
Ugh! The things that Ana made me do. I am becoming cheesy.
I saw her close her eyes when my lips touched her. I wanted her to get acquinted with my lips so I prolong it for a while pero gaano ba kahaba ang pasensiya ko? I traced my tongue on her lower lip and her lips quivered and I was unable to resist it. I nibbled her lower lip and gently bit it.
Siguro nagulat siya sa ginawa ko kaya napadilat siya. I waited for her to say something, I waited for her to stop me but she didn’t say anything. Naghanap ako ng kahit na anong pagtutol mula sa kanya but there’s none. So I claimed her lips again and this time she responded to my kiss. My desire intensifies.
I plunged my tongue inside her mouth when she gave me access and I can’t help my moan. Nagpakasawa ako sa paghalik sa labi niya before my lips travelled to her cheeks down to her jaw, her nape and I nibbled her ear. She gasped and her grip tightened on my arms.
“Why do you have to wear Pajama on our wedding night?” Who wears pajama on their wedding night? She should wear a nighties or nothing at all. Something sexier, something easier to get rid of. I reminded myself to buy her those flimsy things in the future.
Noong una, inisa isa ko pang buksan ang mga butones ng pajama top niya but soon I became impatient and I harshly opened her pajama top. Nagtalsikan ang mga butones. Bakit kasi ang daming butones? Pero hindi pa pala nagtatapos sa pajama ang lahat. Nung mabuksan ang pajama top niya I gaped at her.
She’s wearing a bra for Christ’s sake!
“You’re wearing a bra while you’re sleeping?” She’s unbelievable. Hidni ba masama yun?
“Ano gusto mo? Nakahubad ako habang natutulog?” Yes babe, you should. I’ll make sure that after this night, you’ll not be wearing anything every night hanggang sa magising ka.
Nakita ko ang pamumula ng pisngi niya nung mahantad sa akin ang katawan niya but her blush made me want her more.
Napalunok ako at namamalikmata sa nakita ko. Minsan ko nang nilait ang katawan ni Ana to spite her but I know that her body is perfect. Perfect for me. Napadako ang mga mata ko sa dibdib niya at napalunok ako lalo. Yes, her breast would be perfect in my hands.
“That is more preferable.” I unhook her bra ko and pulled it off her. She covered her naked chest but I didn’t let her. Not now.
“Let me look at you. There’s nothing to hide, you’re beautiful and you shouldn’t be ashamed of it.” I moved on top of her to feel her skin against my skin.
“Bakit ba english ka ng english at…ano yun?” Gusto kong matawa sa sinasabi niya pero paano pa ako makakatawa kong halos hindi ko na nga mapigilan ang sarili ko? I wanted to taste every part of her. I wanted touch every inch for her softness. I wanted…I wanted her.
“It’s for you to find out my dear.” Hinubad ko ang shirt ko and I saw her eyes widened and she gasped.
Oh God! Don’t do that Ana!
She stared at me for a long time at hindi ko napigilan ang mapangiti.
Dumagan ulit ako sa kanya at hinalikan siya habang naglalakabay ang mga kamay ko sa katawan niya. She arched her body and moaned my namewhen my hand cupped her breast. She started kissing me back and her hands wondered on my body.
God! She’s killing me.
My hand travelled from her bare chest to her flat stomach down to her pajama and I unceremoniously inserted my hand inside her pajama bottom. I can feel the heat emanating from her core.
I rubbed her and I can feel her wetness. She gasped and moaned and writhes beneath me causing my future to rub against her the side of her thigh. Kung hindi siya titigil, I would burst any moment and I don’t want that to happen.
“Stay still.” But hard headed that she is, she continued what she’s doing.
Kahit na gusto ko pang patagalin ang lahat, hindi ko na magawa. She’s making it hard for me and so I slide my hand past her panties and touch her. She’s so wet and..ready.
Napatigil siya and I felt her stiffened.
Napatingin ako sa kanya at nakita kong nanlalaki ang mga mata niya. Her eyes showed confusion and..fear.
Tapos nagbrown out.
She shouted and I shouted then tinulak niya ako. Hindi ko alam kung magpapasalamat ako sa brown out o maiinis.
“Bakit ka sumigaw?”
“Nagulat ako sa sigaw mo eh!” I reasoned out.
“So kailangan mo ding sumigaw? Bakla ka ba?” Seriously? Hindi ba niya alam ang self control na pinapairal ko para lang sa kanya?
“Seryoso ka? I made you wet and writhe beneath me tapos aakusahan mo akong bakla? Kung hindi dahil sa brown out, you are now begging and shouting my name.”
“Tumahimik ka nga!”
“Bakit andyan pa din ang kamay mo?” My hand is stil cupping her core. Ngayon lang ata niya napansin.
“Bakit aalisin ko ba?” Ang totoo, ayaw kong alisin hinampas na niya ang kamay ko.
“Ang dilim kaya! Ang init, walang hangin.” Reklamo na niya pero nagdadalawang isip ako kung itutuloy ko pa ba o hindi.
“Eh ano ngayon kung madilim?" Eh ano ngayon kung natatakot siya? Kung gugustuhin ko, kayang kaya kogn ituloy ang nasimulan na namin. I will have to kiss her and she’ll give in.
Pero kaya ko ba? Kaya ko bang angkinin siya gayung nakikita ko ang takot sa mga mata niya. It was just like r****g her. She might hate me afterwards.
"Ana….shit! Hangin! Walang oxygen si Lilac!!”
Dali dali na akong umalis sa itaas niya at hinagilap ang shirt ko.
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