A Baby For Four Alphas

Hello Camilla

Carmilla pov,

I could feel the world around me spinning in circles, clutching onto my chest, I felt like ripping away my heart and throwing it away to end the pain I was feeling.

It was like someone was tearing at bits by bits.

I could hear my wolf whining loudly in my head, she was hurt, she was broken. We were both broken.

Being the weak daughter of an alpha, I couldn't be compared to omegas, for they were far stronger than me.

Anywhere I went and anything I did, I always received mockery from the pack members.

I was always reminded of the fact that I was a disgrace to the pack.

I would hide in a corner and cry my eyes out, wishing I was born into a low-ranked family, and that my being an alpha daughter was a mistake from birth.

Throughout those years my wolf would always keep me company, comforting me, she never cried or whined, anytime I thought of anything distressing, she would fill my head with beautiful images.

Images of all the memorable times and things that had happened, times that were filled with the faces of my dad, who despite being a strong alpha never despised me, rather he showed me life in a way even I couldn't comprehend.

My tears flow freely and I lift my head, I lock eyes with my mate. No, my supposed mate.

The cause of my wolf breaking down and my heart tearing apart.

I stared at him for a long, my eyes searching for even the slightest bit of regret, acceptance or even hurt.

But who was I kidding, staring at those green eyes, all I could see was pure disgust?

I never imagined finding my mate would feel like this, for a long time I have fantasized about how the moment would be but none of this was envisioned.

There was always a fear of rejection, but I would always push it away as quickly as it came, cause it was a fact I dreaded and never wanted to happen to me.

I always imagined it would be the way the ladies in the pack house describe it to be, where the two persons would be attracted to each other at the insistence and they wouldn't be able to resist the pull of the bond and Mark each other immediately.

There are no butterflies now, no smiling faces, all I could see was the unmasked and raw, disgust and hate in his eyes.

"Where did I go wrong?" I asked myself silently,

I wanted to say something, I wanted to ask why, I wanted answers, but the words were stuck in my throat as more tears fell from my eyes like a fountain.

"Look at what she's wearing, so cheap,"

"I would do the same if I was her mate,"

"I would have killed myself now if it were me, what a disgrace,"

The mocking and taunting voices of everyone fell ceaselessly to my ears, and each word spoken was like a sharp dagger plugged in my heart and twisted now and then.

"Guards, where are the guards?" I watched as he screamed for the gammas.

In no time a few gammas ran to his side and waited for his command.

"Take this trash away from my pack lands, I don't want to set my eyes on it again," he growled at me. I had to take a few steps away from him. His face and aura were all murderous.

"Why? Why are you doing this?" I didn't know when I blurted out the question, my voice hoarse and I was sure I looked like a scared mess.

"Huh? You said what?" Taking slow yet menacing steps towards me he questioned,

"You do_n't_e_ven know me, what did I do to deserve this hu_milia_tion from you?" Closing my eyes shut and not daring to look him in the eyes I asked.

"Ha…ha..ha…,"

Hearing the laughter I pried my eyes open and stared at him in confusion.

" Have you seen yourself?" All the laughter gone, he questioned his face filled with disgust, "You radiate no power, you are just a paper that can be blown away by the wind at any time, and you expect me to accept you and make you my Luna, when you look like someone that can't even protect themselves, so how can I put you in charge of my pack, huh?" He added, his teeth gritted together as he spoke,

Voices around me continued to echo what he said, everyone supporting him, "He's such a wise person, to have thought everything through," one person said.

"I wonder why this b***h has not bitten off her tongue and died," another added, and the jest and mockery continued nonstop, some even pointing fingers at me. I was broken, embarrassed, and on the verge of collapsing.

Bowing my head low, I let my tears which had momentarily stopped flow out again, as I broke out in more sobs,

"What are you waiting for? Take this away before I do something gruesome today." He growled at the gammas who had called earlier.

Immediately two blurry men came to my side, grabbing my arm as they pushed me out of the gathering.

I wanted to fight back, I wanted to scream, but when I opened my mouth nothing came out.

Rather the only thing I could do was cry my eyes out.

I was a weakling who couldn't not even fight with omegas so how was I supposed to fight off two gammas?

Just as they were almost taking me out of the gathering, I felt myself being separated from the two men.

Dazed I felt a cold breath by the side of my neck, shivering uncontrollably. I tried to grasp what was happening, but I couldn't think straight as I was constantly hit by a strong and intoxicating smell, before I knew what was happening my eyes grew wide in shock.