Coma. Oh My God, this sounds like a sentence. And the fact that he wouldn't heal on his own. I should have taken thak bullet off, he wouldn't get too much silver into his system and probably wouldn't be in this state right now. I should have studied with Dennis and learn how to treat wounds properly, but no I chose to be a stupid and ignorant, always relying on someone else's knowledge. Just like I tend to do. I surrounded myself with those extraordinary people who actually could do something useful and I was always dependent on them, thinking we are a team, ehile in reality we are not. Because what good did I bring into the equation? My rifle and sea of blood. Or maybe a constant life on the run. My close ones could live peacefully by now, in some normal household, that I'm sure Ruby woul
