My obsession

felt filthy

We got to the hotel that had been reserved for us. Mr Teron had been saying a lot, but non of it made sense because I wasn't listening.

A lot had been on my mind during the trip.

I kept wondering how my mom would cope with my sister.

That girl causes headache for everyone, she has become a nuisance even around our province.

I love my sister, a lot, more than I can ever love myself.

But she needs someone to talk to her when she is wrong.

She needs to someone who right her wrongs, I might be younger than her but right now it's the only thing we have that might work.

"Are you listening to me?" Mr Teron asked for the hundredth time that afternoon.

Oh, I forgot to mention, the other thing that is on my mind is the fact that I will be alone with this person.

My hope was Travis, but unfortunately he had to cancel on us because of the sudden duty that he had to take care of.

I had asked where he was earlier on.

When my boss announced the news to me, I swear I felt like breaking down in tears.

I don't know Travis that much, but he seems nice, infact he is nice, and it's easy to get along with him

But to stay in the same hotel with the devil himself.....

"No sir I didn't catch the last sentence" I said innocently.

"Okay, it means you have to figure out where you are sleeping tonight, all by yourself!" He stated rather rudely.

At this time we are standing in the middle of the sitting room, never had been to a place so beautiful, maybe I have but I have never spent the night in such elegant place.

I heard him over the phone making reservations for the best hotel there is.

"But-"

" I'm tired I need to go in and rest" he announced, not the bit worried.

Here I was thinking that he actually become nice overnight,.

But no.

How is that even possible, it's Ethan Teron for Christ sakes. He has being like this before I came to the picture, he cannot decide to just change in a day.

But at least if there was anything that I have come to now about him, it's the fact that he respects people that are elderly.

Infact he is very cool with them.

I watched him as he went to the kitchen and opened the refrigerator, he took out a bottle of water gulped it down, took it back and headed for his room, I think.

"Are you serious?!" I asked at the top of my voice. He didn't even turn to look at me, it was his chuckling that made me realize that he heard me.

The son of a..

I can actually just go to my room, didn't he think of that?

Or maybe not, what he means is that I cannot go into the room without his permission.

That's is why I personally have given him the rank of the devil. He is so vile, so evil.

I could just change and lay on the couch, I looked at it and decided it was big enough.

It's just for me to get my bag.

Where is my bag.

Had I forgotten it in the plane?

No it's not possible, I saw it when it was brought out. I remember because I thought that Mr Teron would make me to get everything inside but he didn't.

The hotel workers had brought everything in even before we could enter the room.

It has two bedrooms and a parlour which particularly large, standing there I realized I couldn't wait to see how my room looked like.

After the tiring flight, what I need is a warm bath and a good bed to sleep on.

But my boss had other plans for me it seems.

I looked around for my luggage, it was nowhere to be found, they probably took it to the bedroom.

I could quickly sneak in, get my clothes and rush out, if he asks me how it got to me I'll think of a lie

Because I realized that lies comes easier when you are in trouble.

Finalising my thought, I started to head to the other room.

It had king size bed, which is great for my sleeping skills!

There were lamps on each side of the bed, a TV at the side , a table where I can read and make my research on.

Just great.

Without thinking I jumped on the bed, rolling and rolling.

"It's so comfy" I said out loud.

I can do anything to stay here forever.

Speaking of which, I don't even have the permission to enter the room.

Remembering what brought me I started looking round.

Nothing.

I checked the wardrobe but I didn't see anything, I went inside the bathroom, not that it's possible but wouldn't harm to check.

But still nothing.

Where is my bag then.

Or is it missing?

God I hope not.

What would I do then, I don't even have money to but them again.

Moreover they are my best sets of clothing!

I picked the hottest because I thought this is an important business trip.

Don't panic Raven, don't panic.

Calm down, take a deep breath and think.

One second, two seconds passed.

Three.... four

I still couldn't find a meaningful answer to the question.

Or maybe, ism should ask my boss.

No, he will ask how I knew my bag wasn't in my room.

Really Raven?

That shouldn't be your concern, he can't fire you now, you are in the middle of nowhere.

Not exactly nowhere, I know we are in Paris but I don't know where in Paris so that explains my stupid thought.

When I was done deciding, I went over to my bosses room.

After praying a silent prayer and knocked at the door.

No response.

There was no movement in the room, it was almost like the room is empty.

I knocked again, this time harder.

But still no response.

He is probably asleep, but it has been just a few minutes since he left the sitting room.

And if he actually is, then waking him up will add to my offence.

I should try to remind myself of my bosses capability, the way I see it, he is very much capable of throwing me out and firing me as well for my tiniest offence.

Whatever the consequences will be, it's fine.

The worst thing that can happen to me is to sleep fully cloth, I'll run mad, I rather sleep naked.

But that means me risking the chance of being seen naked my boss.

None of the plan I had in my head worked, so I decided to knock again.

"Mr Teron?" I called, my heart felt like it was about to come through my mouth.

But there was still no response.

"Mr Teron?" I called again.

Well, he might be dead, who knows?

"Are you alive in there"

"Are you really referring that question to me Raven?" I heard him say.

Oh well he is alive

Yay.

"What do you want?" He asked impatiently.

"I can't find my bag is it in there?" I asked.

"I don't know, come in and check for yourself?" He said.

He wants me to come in?

"Are you sure sir"

"Raven come in" he said.

Okay.

I pushed the handle a little and the door squeaked open, I stepped in, taking one step at a time.

I looked around wondering where he was when I got in.

Fortunately, or rather unfortunately he bounced in with a towel around his waist.

Holy s**t.

Should u run, or should I stay.

I should run.

But no I'm staying.

If I run who will see the broad built chest.

I swallowed hard, wondering why my eyes is unable to move from his body.

I looked from his neck, to where his chest surfaced broadly, down to where his n*****s where, then to the stomach, his abs preferably. The tone of his body made everything much more sexier.

My eyes moved down till it reached the last layer of the naked skin.

His towel is extremely low, I could see the outline of his...

Of his what Raven.

I looked up instantly to see a smirking Ethan.

God no

He didn't just see me checking him shamelessly.

I swallowed then cleared my throat, I needed to make sure that my voice wouldn't fail me when I speak up.

"Umm, I mm...well, I am, I was......I wanted to" English Raven.

"I'm listening" he said calmly.

He moved his legs, taking his time he reached where I was standing.

"I was looking for my bag" I said finally.

"You were? I see you have found it now? He asked sarcastically.

"I am, I'm still looking for it" I corrected myself.

His minty smell was everywhere, almost intoxicating.

If he was food, I would have emptied my plate by now.

He stepped closer, then closer again.

I thought to stand my ground but he was too close, and I cannot handle it.

I took a step back, but he only came closer.

By God I didn't know what he was up to.

But whatever it is, it's making me nervous.

It makes me want to run out as fast as I can.

Because anytime he is this close to me, I am unable to breathe.

"Stop moving" he ordered suddenly.

What?

"But you are coming at me"

"I know what I'm doing, don't tell me" he announced.

What am I to do.

He is so close that I could hear his breathing pattern.

"What about you though?" He asked as his hands made way to my face, he grazed them with the back of his palm, slowly, gently, if I didn't know him better I would bday seductively even.

"What do you mean sir" I said shakily, now , my voice has given up completely on me.

Such betrayal.

"You know what you do, don't you? How can you not....it's your plan"

This man always had me confused, and right now as he is this close to me, my situation is worsened.

"W-hat are you saying" I stammered.

"You want to know" he asked suddenly, like looked like he was about to do something drastic.

I don't think so.

"I will show you then"

Before I knew what was happening, he was pressing himself on me. I felt his hard c**k pressing against my stomach.

Oh my God.

What is happening right now.

I closed my eyes tightly, I didn't want to see him.

Whatever he is planning I don't know.

Why is he hard, was he giving himself a hand job before I came

See Raven, it was totally a bad Idea to come here.

"Look at me" his voice was calm, low, but yet commanding.

He didn't need to repeat himself, I opened my eyes slowly, only to be held by the deepest blue of his.

It's so... beautiful.

His eyes, they held so much peace, so much beauty, so passion.

He looked at me and I looked at him, his hard on still presses against me.

He looked into my eyes intensely, like he was searching for something, then it went down to my lips.

He looked like them, not like he wanted to kiss them but like he wanted to devour them, devour me.

Then almost instantly, he growled and stepped back.

He pushed his hand through his hair and moved further away, it was almost like he didn't want any physical contact with me.

"What do you want?" He asked harshly.

What did I do now?

How can he change do fast?

Just minutes ago I thought...I thought we were having a moment.

I slapped myself mentally to remember what brought me here in the face.

"My bag, i can't find it"

"And you thought it would be here?" He asked, rudely again.

"I just wanted to make sure" I said.

Right now, I'm feeling stupid and all I want to do is get out his room.

It is the best he is looking at me that hurts me the most, as if he couldn't believe that he had contact with a filthy person like me.

"Never mind,I'll find it, goodnight Mr Teron"

I said and ran out of the room instantly.

I didn't stop, didn't halt until I entered my room and locked the door.

I have had enough for today.